A family friend passed away last night... Apparently he had problems with his lungs... I've known him since I was way little. He was a friend of my mom's mom and dad. THEY'VE known each other since they were young too. He died at 11:00 PM. He was 74 years old.
R.I.P Bob a.k.a: The Bobcat Man. You will be missed. And I'll forever cherish the moment at the Lake Property when I was about 10 years old; telling me the "grueling story of this bobcat at the property". You scared the crap out of me every time you told that story. Yet it was fun. Tell Jo we all say Hi. We love you guys. Take care in Heaven.
If I didn't mention, Jo was another family friend who passed away unexpectedly several months ago. She had something wrong with HER lungs too; exactly the same thing as Bob. They weren't related.
Actually, to tell you something unbelievable, I had a feeling a while back that a friend of mine would soon pass away. This was a few days after I heard the news about my parent's running friend, Paul, passing away due to liver cancer. Coincidence? Or a spiritual gift?
I think spiritual.
I've had this "6th sense" type deal for a long time now. I sometimes FEEL things... or get a sense of something is about to happen. Back in the day, they used to come in as dreams. Now, they come in as thoughts.
Mom told me to keep track of my visions now. However, I'm not sure what a vision feels like until I notice it after the damage is done... It could be a dream, a daydream, or a simple thought crossing through my head.
I'll keep track though. I'm suspicious.
Other than that... I really miss Mason :( The pain of waiting for him to come home is just as agonizing as the pain when he had to leave.
Honestly... I'm actually paranoid of him LEAVING again... I don't know how I'll be. I literally get headaches from thinking about it. I just don't want it to HAPPEN. I'm tired of people leaving me! Why can't they just stick by my side? Is it really that hard????
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At least he's doing this for a cause... Not to get away from me or his family. I mean, he kind of didn't want to do this. Yet... he had no money for college and he wanted to exceed in life... I guess I'm just angry that his life wasn't the greatest. I wish he had the money for college. He'd be safe at home and I wouldn't have to stress over wondering if the President of the United States will spontaneously cause another great war where EVERYONE is sent in to fight!
If Mason died...
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I hope everyone's doing better than me. There doesn't need to be anymore suffering in the world right now.
See you all tomorrow.
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