21 days left.
Doesn't add up to 90? Go figure, I know that.
In 21 days, I'll be in San Diego. Since everything is in the morning, we'd be better off stationed in our hotel a day early so we won't miss a snip of the events.
Vabbene - in other news, Happy Thanksgiving. This Thanksgiving was entirely different. We went OUT to eat; at Black Angus. We had my grandparents, my two other grandmas, and my parents.
That's it.
We usually have a house full. About 20+. We'd always have Thanksgiving at our house but... everyone decided to be on their own I guess...
I don't know. But me and my cugino don't really appreciate the constant separation. As I was the door prop during my other cugino's birthday party, we texted one another all about it. Draven is a lot like me. He's a year younger than me yet he's incredibly wise and mature. You'd think a 17 year old would be a snob and only think about himself. Well, he's not which is awesome and which is why we are so close. <3
Anyway... I hope Christmas is better. I hope we have a great Christmas like we always do. I hope the family comes together finally and we all have a wonderful time opening presents and talking story. Or, I'll be having a wonderful time in OR with Mason and his family opening presents or talking story and hanging out. Hopefully, if I am in OR, the family will still get together when I'm not there.
Speaking of Christmas, people keep asking what I want. My answer is always, "I just want Mason." My grandma J chuckled, knowing that I would say that, and told me about my cousin Chris' (who's in the military) wife whom has a life-sized poster board picture of him and dresses him up each year for each holiday, etc. I said that sounded kind of depressing. She thought it was kind of silly.
... Is that what my life is going to be like? So lonely that I need a poster board of my Mason? Really? Seriously???? Is that how sorrowful my life is going to be????
I don't know if I want to live like that...
I'm starting to think twice on everything...
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