Today was fine, I guess. Before Jaylee left, we scared the CRAP out of ourselves with scary levels on LittleBIGPlanet. I miss LittleBIGPlanet. I need to get addicted to that game again. However, it's not as fun when you're playing alone. It gets boring; especially if people on LBP constantly post stupid crap... I want entertainment!!!
-sigh- Anyway... My cousin is awesome. Yesterday, while her and my mom and grandma visited Santa, she had grandma buy me and herself popcorn tins based on the epic stories of STAR WARS! She gave me the older version of Star Wars while she held onto the newer version (by that I mean on my tin were the older Star Wars characters and hers had the newer Star Wars characters). She LOVES Star Wars. I love Star Wars, also! That's why it was such a cool gift.
She's really brave too for a... nine year old? I think she's nine. Totally don't keep track with my family's age!! But... as I was saying... last night I pretty much had to sleep in the dark since she was sleeping with me in my bedroom. She can't sleep with a nightlight on... I had to push my phobia to the limit and turned off my nightlight so Jaylee could be happy. We kept on the upstairs light so I wouldn't be TOO paranoid yet I still got cruddy sleep.
Oh!!! And we didn't go to the marathon today, thank Jesus. I'm glad because first of all, I hardly got any sleep. Second of all, I didn't want my mom moving around and going places while she is sick. That would have put WAY too much strain on her. I figured this out after randomly waking up at 5:30 AM, realizing I was slightly awake and ready to go, but passed back out again since I was waiting for my parents to wake my ass up. Weeeeell, that never came... I woke up AGAIN randomly, checked the time, and noticed it was 6 o'clock! I freaked, thought for a second, then said to myself, "Ah, so they decided not to do this marathon. That's good." and fell, once more, back asleep.
Jaylee had me get up at 10:30 though. She really wanted to be with me before she had to leave. She said she had to go at 3:00 but... grandma got her at 11:30 because mom wasn't doing so hot (she still isn't). I was kind of sad because me and her were having a blasty blast on my PS3! Oh well, there'll be a next time. I sort of can't wait :)
To lift my spirits, I watched some more of Pewdie.
But OH MY GOD... Besides To The Moon, I have never cried SO MANY TIMES over a goddamn video game... AND I WASN'T EVEN PLAYING IT!!! Pewdie played this game called To The Moon. That was a little heart wrenching. He got A BIT emotional! However, I was the one crying that time. Not BAWLING, but I teared up a lot. Nevertheless, I must say, my favorite game-play so far has to be of The Walking Dead. No, no, it isn't like the show. I mean, some parts are similar, but it isn't really based on it. It was based on a comic book series. Maybe they are linked? I have no clue...
ANYWAY, as I was stating.... I have never... in my entire... year(?) of watching Pewdiepie have I ever seen him actually shed a tear. HE'S ALWAYS SO GOOFY!! The guy seems like that happiness is his only emotion!!! Don't get me wrong, that's beautiful. SOMEONE in this world has to have a good time through thick and thin. But my word... when we were getting to the end of The Walking Dead, the sorrow and the tears began showing. And I HATE IT when people cry!!!! Oh my God!!! It makes me WEEP! It was soooo hard to try and NOT cry because PEWDIE was crying!! It was the first time!! A new experience!! He's just so damn CUTE and to see his innocent looking face squeeze up into an expression of pure sadness made my heart crumble! I mean, I was crying over the video game too because... goddamn... it's SUCH a magnificent story and you get SOOO attached to the characters... but I was also bawling because Pewdie was bawling! I mean, right at the end, the VERY ENDING of The Walking Dead, he couldn't hold back his sobs and literally had to poke his head out of the camera's view in order to cry!! He was a wreck. And it made the moment even more devastating yet memerable.
I love you Pewdie. I honestly do. You are so great <3 You have touched my heart. Keep doin' what you're doin', man. Love ya, bro! -brofist-
Other than that... I watched a new episode of Family Guy where JOHNNY DEPP played a part in it! I waited until 9 o'clock like my life depended on it. Even though it was a short 20 seconds to hear him play Edward Scissorhands again, it was worth it. I LOVE YOU JOHNNY!!!! I LOVE YOU PEWDIE!!!!
I don't love you, Mason... Sorry, dude... Just... I can't-
SIKE!
I LOVE YOU HONEY!!!!!! -hugs and kisses from Washington State- :)
God, I miss him... I almost want to brainwash myself into thinking I'm not taken by him anymore so I'm not so paranoid. If I do that, I surely won't be going around acting like some skank! I'll just... think... "Oh, yea, another day... Nothing special. Don't have a boyfriend right now which is okay. I can handle being single. It's fine and dandy. I have my family." You know?
... Nah. That sounds a bit much...
I wish I could just... HIBERNATE. Hibernate until Dec/12 without it damaging my grade at all and I'd still be able to move on to quarter dos. But then I'd want to hibernate again while Mason's on the main base!!
Gah...
This is horrible :(
Pewdie? Johnny? Can you just... zap yourselves over to my place and hang out with me? Become my best friends? We could like... text and stuff and play LittleBIGPlanet together. It would be fun!
... :( If only that could really happen...
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