Day 131 of Florida

I don't know if I told you guys this but...

IT'S ME AMD MASON'S TWO YEAR ANNIVERSARY TODAY!!!!! And... AND... MASON'S 19th BIRTHDAY!!!!! WHOO-HOO!!!!!! 

Tomorrow, Mason gets his wonderful gift, specially made by me. OOHHH I am SO excited!!!! I know he'll adore it. I know it!!! 

I'll be sure to post pictures when he sees it first. I don't want that gift to be spoiled NO HOW!!! I worked two days on that son of a Nutcracker. It deserves it's originality and surprisingness. 

Mason and I celebrated our anniversary by Skyping, IMVUing, and chatting with each other constantly. For celebrating Mason's birthday, he hung out with the gents and played video games.

Did I mention it's unbelievably hot over here in Seattle? Like, as if the devil can't stop breathing down Mother Earth's neck? I love how people say "Global Warming??? What is THAT?!" when in Death Valley, it's going to break its all time temp record (OR, it already HAS) by skyrocketing to 130 degrees. 

You got to be kidding me, right? And they hold that marathon-type running thing during the summer IN Death Valley. Crazy. People are asking for a death sentence when they run in ONE HUNDRED AND THIRTY DEGREE WEATHER!!!

Death Valley lives up to its name.

I wish I could continue with good news, but I have some depressing news instead... Our cat, Diana, has been missing for three days. The longest she's ever been gone for is two days. Dad and I did a block loop around today, calling her name and searching everywhere. No sign of her...

I called one of our neighbors, who has had encounters with Diana before, and she agreed to help once I told her we couldn't find our beloved cat. Thank you, Joan.

Tomorrow, I'm thinking about printing out pamphlets with Diana's picture and our contact information. I would post those suckers everywhere. And I would make sure to visit a few neighbors in the neighborhood, show them the pamphlet, and see if they recognize her. 

Oh Diana. I miss you :( We miss you.

Hey, before I depart, I might as well do an update on yesterday. I babysat an 8 year old named Gino from 3 PM to midnight while my dad and his friends went to this event. Gino wasn't the pest, but babysitting on a hot day... shoot... count me out!

Anyway, that's all I have to say. Here's proof of Global Warming's existence:

Day 130 of Florida

This is what you get when you are too caught up with your own lame business... I KNEW this day would come... I had Internet, I was just focused on IMVU and time whooshed by like the wind.

My OCD is in FIRE!

Technically yesterday, my father and I went to see Man of Steel. That was beyond unbelievable. FINALLY a movie worth it's buck, and finally Superman gets the movie he deserves.

I strongly recommend you folks to go watch it.

Apparently, the guy who directs the new Batman movies did this Superman movie. That's why it was so rad! The new Batman movies are EPIC! So was Man of Steel!

Before dad and I went to the theater, I played on IMVU, worked on my story, and finished LA Noire. The ending is saddening. BUT! I'm not sharing one hint of what occurred. I despise people who do that... 

Yesterday was unnecessarily hot. 96 degrees. In Seattle. Good God Almighty is right.

I'm guessing today will be the same. Except, an annoying friend of my dad's is stopping by. He always has to mess with me... He's that friend your dad has who thinks he's funny by treating the women like snot. 

Oh well. I'll have to deal with him...

But, I'm not going to dwell on that, nor the fact that I couldn't time my post correctly. Tomorrow, I'll do it right. I've learned my lesson. No need to nag me.

Okay, go ahead and nag me. My conscience is doing that anyway.

Day 128 of Florida

Today was a long day. I'm ready for bed, so I'll make this fast.

Last night, my dreams came back. I don't recall if I told you readers, but I've been dreaming constantly. I don't remember details of the dreams I conjured up last night, yet I do remember being with Mason. Oh, how I miss his sweet kisses and gentle touch.

In the light hours, I stayed home, working on my Jeff the Killer remake, watching LA Noire gameplays and playing on IMVU.

Before I went upstairs, I checked to see who was on IMVU. My long-time-no-see friend Zane was. He hadn't been online since March. He finally got a new computer. His old one died. He claims he'll be able to come online more often. I can't wait. I missed him!

Tomorrow, I'll be sending Mason's gift for certain. Today, I didn't send it because my dad wants bubble-wrap on the top of my gift so if someone packed it roughly, it wouldn't get damaged. He knows a lot about packaging. He's in the crating business after all.

I'm anxious to know how Mason will like it!!

Day 127 of Florida

I had another busy day today! Wowza! I'm shocked. I thought I was going to sit back and relax. But the whole day, I've been doing stuff. In the morning, I woke up feeling creative. I said to myself, "Hey, why don't you continue your Jeff the Killer remake?" I thought, "Yea! That sounds great!" And that's what I did for a good hour.

Suddenly, I remembered that I needed to purchase gifts for Mason. This Sunday is our two year anniversary (-crowd applause-) and Mason's 19th birthday. Because I was already in a creative mood, I said to myself, "Why not make something original instead of buying a ton of random things." I thought, "You know, that would be really cool of me." And that's what I did! I went to Staples, bought supplies and printer ink, before coming home and designing something completely genuine.

I worked on that project nonstop. I put my entire heart and soul into the damned thing! I'm proud of myself. I knew I was crafty, but not THAT crafty. I'm sure Mason will adore it. I won't say what I've done, just in case Mason decides to read my posts. I will only say that there's gifts within the gift!!! Huzza!

I'm off to bed now. This creative stuff is hard work! Phew! 

Day 126 of Florida

Well, another relaxing day. However, I did something responsible!!! I went to the pet store and bought my Indigo some crickets, Mealworms and Waxworms. Now, he can eat happily without wondering why the Hell his owner is severely lazy.

Hey, have you guys heard of Jeff the Killer? Maybe even Jane the Killer? If you have no idea whom those people are, check them out on Creepypasta. Don't fret, these folks aren't real. Just some made up characters to have in spooky stories told over a campfire.

I'm rewriting Jeff the Killer's story. I don't like how the original author put it. His language mechanics were off. I felt like I was reading some 13 year olds rough draft. I don't think he/she even revised it. Anyway, I want to scare the jeepers out of Fang and Mason (Yes, me and Fang are fine) I don't know if I'll post the story online... I'll see what happens once I'm done with it. 

Wish me luck!

Oh! I took my first panoramic picture today. With my dad's iPhone. That option is AWESOME!!!! Hopefully I can upload it!!! 

If it worked, HERE'S MY MASTERPIECE!!! Can you spot out the second rainbow? (And no, I don't mean my dad. But good one!)

Day 125 of Florida

Is one of the reasons why women go lesbian because of how many times men seem to piss them off? I'm positive that has to be one. Why not? I've dealt with plenty of guys who cannot NOT hurt a girl... Whether it is physically or mentally, they're able to do it... Quite quickly, a matter of fact. And at any time!

SURPRISE!!!

A man has pissed me off today. Actually, two. Not so much the second one, but the first guy has done a successful job.

Remember Fang? From IMVU? Yea... Nice guy. But he sometimes doesn't know when to draw the line. Sort of like Mason. Sort of like EVERY OTHER MAN ON THIS EARTH!

He's been offending me a lot lately and today I drew the line for him. He said he didn't realize that he was offending me. I'm glad I put my foot down or, in the future, I would have most likely taken him off of my Friends List.

First, he offended me by saying that people love Ginger's for their rage. Completely threw me off since... Ginger rage isn't all that friendly. Of course, I saw the sarcasm and I think that's what rubbed me the wrong way.

I don't like it when people make fun of my kind. Ginger's are very sensitive. Some are vulnerable to be picked on. However, why pick on them? Why bully something that you taunt has no soul? That doesn't make sense either because personally, I wouldn't want to poke with something who didn't have a soul. Sounds like I want to meet the devil myself! Idiots...

Second, he offended me by not laughing at one of my jokes. It looked like HE got offended by my joke towards him. He said something that reminded me of Stewie Griffin from Family Guy. I told Fang and he sort of responded in a strange way. Not knowing how to reply, I kind of felt odd and decided to leave.

Thirdly, he offended me tonight by calling me a Hipster. Even though all of the rest of the things he offended me with were uncalled for, this one was TRULY uncalled for. He was messing with a stalker of his and a stalker of his stalker. I wanted to join in. I acted like I didn't know Fang. I began messing with the two stalkers by claiming I was an alien. Suddenly, Fang says, "-rolls eyes- Hipster..." as a comeback to what I had said.

What the Hell, right? I wasn't supposed to be the targeted audience anyhow! It was supposed to be the stalkers! He was joking, yes, but then again, I got offended.

A few moments ago, I told Fang I was sick of his crap. He apologized multiple times. I haven't totally forgiven him, but... there's time for that.

The second man I would like to bitch about is my friend Scott. Nice guy, yet lost. He got a girlfriend today (or... whenever. But he informed me of the news today) and was very excited over it. Recently, he's been making changes in his life - I guess, to better himself. Good for him.

What I want to bitch about is who he was before he got this chick. He was the type of guy who dwelled on the assumption that he would be alone forever. Forever goddamn alone dude. I knew that wouldn't be true. Sometimes, I would hint to him that the right gal was out there. She's just waiting for him to show up. But his self-esteem was incredibly low and he acted so negative, he was pushing himself down his own lonely road.

Now he has a girl...

I almost want to point the finger and shout, "I TOLD YOU SO!"

Maybe not right now...

Maybe when I'm cooled down...

Maybe.

Anyway... To sum this up, my day was average. Tomorrow, I'm going to the pet store for crickets. Indigo needs his crickets.

Day 124 of Florida

Before I pass out on you, I'll make this quick post.

I sat on my ass watching YouTube and hung out in a virtual diner for... well, since 10 AM. I just stopped 30 minutes ago. You do the math, I'm too lazy.

Yesterday night was supposedly the Super Moon. I can't see it tonight since the clouds are blocking my view. At least we're having ourselves a nice downpour. It has been a while since we've all seen rain.

Welcome back to Seattle.

Now, here's a picture of my bitten piece of toast that looks like a dragon head. Enjoy.

Day 123 of Florida

How should I start this without smashing my face into a door handle?

Why do I want to smash my face into a door handle????

Because I deleted this day's POST when I had it finished, ready to publish, BUT OH NO! My smartphone decided to flip me the bird and delete everything... EVERYTHING! Thanks Select All (instead of Select) and Paste (instead of cancel) buttons. Thanks for making me have to repeat myself. Thank you...

God, my OCD is screeching right now; like finger nails on chalk board...

I despise repeating myself.

So, instead of TRYING to repeat every little detail, I'll rewrite it in a different manner:

Today, I woke up at 6 AM. My aunt Jill texted me yesterday, saying she was going to pick me up at 7:45 AM tomorrow. I thought, "Oh! A hike? How wonderful!"

This morning, I packed my backpack with tons of snacks, tissues, a camera and other miscellaneous things. Anything and everything needed for a hike. I wore warm clothing, comfy shoes, and hardly took care of my hair since it would be under a beanie anyway.

When Jill was at my house, I noticed Jay wasn't with Jill. And who accompanied us was Willow. They weren't even dressed for a hike. I thought that was mighty odd but didn't bother to ask. I guessed, "Must not be that big of a hike!"

We traveled down highways until ending up in downtown. I wondered, "Why are we here? Is there some secret trail we're expecting to pop up from the ground?"

I didn't worry about it. I just went with the flow.

Suddenly, it hit me. I heard the music, I familiarized myself with the surroundings - we weren't going for a hike... We were never going to hike in the first place. We were going to the Rock N Roll marathon.

My parents and my uncle ran it. My dad finished first, uncle second, but my mom was far behind. When uncle passed, he met up with the gang at the finish line, letting us know that mom had an anxiety attack. He said she was puking and needed a medic.

Panic engulfed the feeling of foolishness from looking like a moron in hiking gear. Uncle Jay asked me to call her to see where she was. We all thought she was in a medic car, heading to a nearby hospital. I tried to contact her, but she didn't pick up. I told everybody. They didn't know what to do. I didn't either.

Unexpectedly, I get a text message from mom. She said she was walking to the finish line. She said she was doing okay.

We waited for my mom to pass the finish line. We cheered her on as she jogged through.

What a trooper.

When we met up with her, she added that she had diarrhea, too. I'm thinking it could have been heat stroke. Today was very warm. Most of the runners looked whooped. My dad including. He had seriously painful leg cramps once we got home. Poor, old guy.

My uncle did well for his first marathon! I'm proud of him.

Besides the marathon, I played LBP2 with a long-time PS3 friend I call Blue (his real name is Miguel. Blue is a nickname cut from his username), watched Family Guy afterwards, then topped off the evening with IMVU and a Longplay of Bioshock.

Now that I got EVERYTHING out of the way, I'm going to sleep... Goodnight... Zzz...

Day 122 of Florida

Happy Friday!

I did nothing...

God, I'm so LONELY these days!! This... This could be the Red Bull talkin', but bear with me anyway.

Since I'm lonely.

I'm not making it any better on myself... Sometimes, I DO it to myself. I just... take things the wrong way or I assume things which makes an ass out of you and me (Get the reference? Assume - ASS U ME? ... I think I already did this in a previous post) Like today, I got offended by a friend who didn't laugh at my joke. I mean, COME ON! Not every joke is funny!!! I should... you know... KNOW that! I can't be funny, like, ALL THE TIME!!!

Or can I?

Point taken, I sincerely need to create a hobby for me. I was thinking on rewriting my diaries so they're appropriate for my future family (Trust me, if you read those babies before the editing, mind you, there will be scarring) I'm sure my future family would be INTRIGUED to know what my life was like back when I was young... Right?

Alright, enough shlepping along (lol...)

My day was tiresome because I was lazy the entire time. WHOO! What... A... Day. It started out early (9 AM) and is still going. WOWZA!!!

Of course, I did the usual; watched Family Guy and played on IMVU.

Jesus, I hate IMVU. That place is as bad as getting addicted to cocaine. It gets you nowhere in life, you turn out to be all alone, it kills your self-esteem little by little... But, I doubt IMVU could ACTUALLY kill you.

Unless you commit suicide from some jerk-off.

Then... Yea. Yea, it's like being addicted to cocaine.

Besides that horrible statement, INDIGO IS GROWING!!!!! I took him out of his cage today - in the bathroom so he couldn't escape - after cleaning his cage. Mom took a few pictures!!! Check 'em out!

Day 121 of Florida

R.I.P James Gandolfini. Died at a young age... They say it was a heart attack.

If you don't know who he was, he was on the show The Sopranos. I'm not sure what his character's name was, but I'm positive, if you saw a picture of him, you would know who he was.

You probably heard the news before I did anyway.

My day wasn't too shabby. Hung around the house like a fat bum. Literally, I have been chowin' DOWN! I think I'm eating what I should have during my finals week. Yet when I'm stressed, I don't eat which gets me depressed which decreases my chances of eating.

Sad stuff I tell ya.

I'm glad I'm eating though! I love food, so it's not as bad as most think.

Don't worry. I have a quick metabolism. My parents would kick my ass if I got fat. Or, they would make me run with them.

For God's sake, don't let me run with them!

Love you guys! :)

Aaaaand that's my post for tonight. Goodnight, everybody!

Day 120 of Florida

Today, more nonsense. Watched Family Guy all day long while playing IMVU.

So, uhh... one of my pals on that website converted herself to a guy... I don't know why and I'm afraid to ask. I don't want to offend her... Or him... Jess... Or Jesse.

Or Josh.

Or Jacob.

Or José.

Alright, I'll stop.

Family Guy influences me to act more of an asshole. A funny asshole, but you get my point.

No offense, Seth Macfarlane. I actually adore Family Guy.

That reminds me - I want to do a Star Wars marathon when Mason comes home! I saw that Family Guy Star Wars episode and realized I'm missin' out. I didn't even know what the plot was until my dad told me when I told him that this evening.

I was shocked my dad understood Star Wars.

But, yea!!! Doesn't that sound fun?! Waste an entire 24 hours on geeky movies?!

No offense, George Lucas. I actually adore Star Wars.

And I can happily say I'm one of those sexy nerds!

:)

Day 119 of Florida

Quick post!!!

... Since today was completely laid back and all I did was play LBP2, goof off on IMVU, walk with my grandma at Lincoln Park aaaand... YEA! That's about it.

I'm prepared for the suspected thunderstorm tonight... I don't know when it'll happen but I got my stuffed animals READY!!! Ready to snuggle the CRAP out of as I coward in fear!!!

Lightning is pretty cool, but the thunder freaks me out! I've always been sensitive to loud noises.

Oh! Before I let you go, I talked to mom about her habit of racing. I acknowledged the fact that I hate being in a car when the driver is doing 100 down a busy street. She shook my hand and told me that she wouldn't race again while I'm in the car. I felt good that I talked to her about it. I couldn't sleep at night; wondering if the next time I jumped in the car with her, she'll be speeding off once more. Now that I got it off of my chest, I think she understands not to break the trust.

Anyway!!! Here's a picture of Indigo. I took this a few days ago. He's growing so fast!

Day 118 of Florida

Oh goodness. Another relaxing day. How DREADFUL!

Just kidding. It was wonderful! I woke up at 8:30 from hunger, ate breakfast, helped around the house, took a two hour nap, woke up around 3, played video games, helped mom with her chores and now here I am.

I would be in the midst of playing LBP2 with Mason watching from join.me, but we don't own a converter. Mom and I need to order a converter that allows the TV screen to project on a laptop's screen. We have the opposite converter. Oh well. Mom plans to order one soon.

Tomorrow will most likely be similar.

Tonight, after my call with Mason, I'll be starting my story.

2,000 WORDS HERE I COME!

Day 117 of Florida

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY!!!!

We celebrated with a BBQ at my grandparents house. My grandpa was annoying but everyone else was fine. The weather was relaxing - I sat out in the sunshine, sucking up some rays - and the food was grub.

I... didn't eat much. But since my grandma cooked, I know it was good.

I didn't have an appetite today. I don't know why... Lately, it has been bothersome. I'll be hungry, but I'm not sure what I want to eat! Ugh... If only Mason was home, he would make me some soup. Hehe! <3

Tomorrow I'm starting my shift with mom. I'll be helping her with her job as well as paying her back for Indigo. I won't spill the beans of how much money we blew, yet I'll tell you guys that it was a lot for a lizard. An awesome one, for a matter of fact!

I think that's all! Take care everybody.

Day 116 of Florida

I had a nice day until my mom's pride ruined it.

I'll get this out if the way before telling you of my glamorous day.

My mom drove the Charger today. I was in the car. An Audi R8 popped into view. He wanted to race us. Of course, my mom responded by PUNCHING IT up a hill, catching air, speeding past civilian cars and hurling down one lane as the R8 tried to catch up. But, he backed off. He realized how stupid he was (placing his life on the line) and chose the right path. My mother, on the other hand, was saying, "HAH! He backed off. That was awesome. How fast were we going? I bet 100 MPH!" I responded, "I don't know, mom. I was too busy not sh***ing myself..."

I hate speed. My parents know that. Of course, they don't care. But, I'm sure they'll care when they're 6 feet under from a car accident. Just sayin'.

Now, on with what previously happened in my day.

I had a friend, a long time ago, named Colin. We met at my aunt's daycare. My aunt has been friends with Colin's mom since forever ago. Colin stated he wanted to marry me. We always hung out, like young sweethearts; we were the best of friends. Suddenly, Colin stopped going to daycare. His family had moved North. I hadn't seen him since we were probably 10 years old, maybe even younger.

Today I got to see him again!!! He's 18 and graduated, about to head to a college in Boston!!! He's as tall as my mom and my mom is 4'11". Too cute!!! He's very shy, sarcastic, sweet - such a great guy. I'm glad he didn't turn out to be a douche. He's, actually, a lot like me! Haha.

The entire family was surprised!!! They were ecstatic to see mom and I and aunt Maureen. We stayed there from 3-8.

I'm going to try and hang out with him over the Summer. Yet the bad thing is, he lives an hour away (not counting getting lost) I think it's worth it, though. :)

CONGRATS COLIN! YOU OLD PAL OF MINE!

Day 115 of Florida

I took my astronomy final!!! No more finals!!! Whoot-Whoot!!!! The test seemed fairly easy to me. I studied like a son of a gun, though. I studied yesterday and this morning. I'm sure I passed. :)

The rest of the day has been ungodly boring... I've watched Family Guy episodes the whole day and tried figuring whether I would like to goof around on IMVU, or start my story... I didn't do either...

I kind of don't like the weekends. It's the time of when Mason barely talks to me since he's busy with his friends while I'm utterly alone, not knowing what the Hell to do... I'm not MAD at Mason for not talking to me sometimes... But, I do get very lonely...

I'm trying to communicate with Scott more, yet now that he's 21, he gets drunk at bars. I feel uncomfortable talking to him... I don't know whether he'll be drunk or perfectly okay. He also has a job so... having a settle chat with him is almost impossible...

I need hobbies.

Well, I'll just snuggle my giant Sea Turtle that Mason bought me as I continue to watch Family Guy.

Speaking of Family Guy, I must acknowledge the fact that Brian reminds me a lot of Scott. Haha... Oh comparisons...

Day 114 of Florida

I went to Lincoln Park today. My grandma needed a walking partner while my mom, dad and uncle ran.

I also wanted to make it up to her from yesterday. She thought I was ignoring her... I wasn't purposefully! I just was so focused on the graduation and seeing Draven and then finally going home to take care of my headache.

Sometimes, I feel like a giant asshole...

Anyway, it was nice to go to LP. A flow of memories came rushing back. I took a lot of pictures for Mason. I'll be sharing them with you on this post, too.

I thought I would burst out crying - feeling overwhelmed by the sensation of Mason not being with me at the park. I guess being there with family was good enough. Oh boy... I am making a huge list of Things To Do when Mason comes home! First up, Lincoln Park!

Day 113 of Florida

CONGRATS TO MY COUSIN DRAVEN FOR GRADUATING!!!!

And congrats to me for finishing my first final - Math. I tried to do 100%, but some problems I just couldn't wrap my head around. However, I know I passed. That's what matters.

When I got home and before I went to my cousin's graduation, I played more levels on LBP2. God I love that game!!! I remember when the first one came out... Every noise each object made and all the different types of gadgets you could use created the imaginative atmosphere. You just felt awesome every time you played the game. Especially when you realized you could go online and play other people's levels, too!!! You can make levels then publish them for all to enjoy. Cool, right?

Well, I'm off to rest. My brain is exhausted, I'm going to continue my chat with Mason prior to hitting the sack. Goodnight, everyone!

Day 112 of Florida

Well, I wasn't spared of idiots behind the wheel today. They still were out there, messing with my sanity. I only dealt with one... If I remember correctly. -twitches-

In math this morning, we reviewed some more for the final. I still haven't studied. I think my brain realized how smart I truly am!!! Though I believe my memory sucks ass, in some cases, RARE occasions, it actually picks and stores data. This is one of those cases, I believe. I hope.

For astronomy, we took a star test. I KNOW I got 100%. If I didn't, then the stars must have switched names or SOMETHIN'. I slightly studied for that test. I knew, deep down, that I could tell which constellation was which and what each star's name was.

I don't know how I'll get my results back since today was the last day of school... Huh. Oh well!

Hey, have you guys ever seen the movie "The Fall."? It's kind of old, 2006, but it's MAGNIFICENT! Please, PLEASE watch that movie before you die! If you love imagination with story-telling and a beautiful plot, you won't regret taking the time in watching that film. Awesome movie.

I need to give Netflix a heads-up on adding that movie to the list.

Day 111 of Florida

Please... If there's any good in this world, it will cause tomorrow to be an easy going day without any jackasses ruining it. How can I stop other people's emotions from effecting mine? I swear that's part of the problem. These jerk-offs behind the wheel want to do something stupid, and when they do, they piss people off. Well, of course, that's a normal reaction - safety first, morons!

But what if a guy was riding your ass three-quarters of the way to a stop light. You both are in a one lane and he acts like he's about to pass you up (since you're doing the speed-limit. Ooooooh!!!) Finally, the guy gets his lane and, WHAT DO YOU KNOW, passes you. Your passenger seat window was rolled down and so was his. When he passes your car, he said something. You didn't understand it but it sounded like "Peace."

That happened to me this afternoon. That pissed me off. Some Jackwagon wanted a death wish placed on the Grim Reaper's To Do list. I don't want to sound overly morbid here (actually, I do), but I sometimes hope those types of people get their death wish - or they simply get into a hellacious car crash that ends up scarring them for the rest of their lives, leaving them to regret what they did before. Which was being an ass behind the wheel.

I know, I know. Smiting "innocent people" to impetuous doom isn't really a nice thing.

BUT I DON'T CARE!

I'm sure a Helluva lot of you people out there, reading this post right now, is complimenting on the fact that I stated something in which you people say or think of when idiots are messing with you behind the goddamn wheel. You almost want to buy a beat up old Honda and ram them with it. "Oh... I'm sorry. Was that too revengeful for you?"

And if they say "No," you take a bat to their car.

Okay! Enough with the Italian outrage... Ahem... On with my day!

We reviewed for the math Final this morning. A lot of the stuff I somewhat forgot... Hehe... And I kind of didn't take notes. Whoops...

I read in my car for two hours because Bryndis was at the phone store, getting a new phone. While I was reading, I got an email. You will never guess who it was from...

Go on. Guess.

...

Nope! I got an email from the people who created IMVU's magazine!!!! A magazine that you can read online for FREE!!! Remember me briefly talking about the Marriage Package on IMVU and how I sent a "short" story of me and Mason's life before we got together and then during our relationship?

Did... did I forget to post that?

Yikes. Umm... Well... I emailed the folks who publish these IMVU magazines since IMVU emailed everybody about if you sent in a story on you and your loved one, it could be posted in an up-coming magazine.

I was one of the lucky gals to get me and Mason's story out there!!!

I hope people actually READ the damn magazine... That would be a waste of time. I wonder if people will notice me in public chats now that I'm issued in a magazine??? Hmm... That would be interesting!

In astronomy, we practiced for our star test tomorrow. I'm a little nervous. But not too much. I didn't study today... For ANYTHING. I think I'm good! Well, not so much with astronomy... I need to start workin' on that PRONTO! That's a lot of PowerPoints...

In other news, I began playing my PS3 again. I played LBP2 for a couple hours. That brought up my spirits!

I missed LittleBIGPlanet. Such a fun game for anyone who has a wide imagination.

Day 110 of Florida

Christ. Another post already? Geez, who even reads this crap???

I'll make it short... again.

Today was lonely, boring, and a waste. I didn't study. I only watched Family Guy until Mason called me.

That's it. That's all you imaginary readers get. I'll see if tomorrow is anymore exciting...

Day 109 of Florida

Just in case I fall asleep, I'm making a short post.

Today has been Hell in the sense of feeling diabolically alone. I managed to study a bit. But I literally have no motivation to even eat. I've been like this for a while now... I'm seriously panicking over the finals.

Only a week left... Only. A week. Left.

Day 108 of Florida

Next week is finals week... Am I unprepared? No. Am I nervous as Hell. You can say that again!

This weekend will be full of studying. I'm going to make this Friday last a while... Oh God, how much I HATE studying! Especially with a memory like mine.

I'm exhausted these days; I can't think straight, eat well, speak English - I'm a walking pod with nothing inside of me. Though I do feel like the world is weighing down my shoulders. That's always a nice feeling...

I'm watching Family Guy right now to calm my nerves. I'm also talking to Mason on IMVU. I'll do anything to keep my anxiety at bay.

I want to write my new story I thought up just a couple days ago. Yet I know if I start it soon, before the finals, I'll have it constantly on my mind. I need knowledge on my mind, not imagination. That can wait.

Day 107 of Florida

My day was honestly added crap from the previous crappy days in this week. Why is this week taking so long to get over??? Am I being punished??? Or am I simply having an anxiety attack as I write this???

I know I'm anxious for my finals... I can't believe I end my first year in college next week.

I have a ton of studying to do. Yuck.

Lets talk about how irrational my day was...

Everyone and their mama decided to drive like today was Friday - rushing to get home. I almost got into multiple accidents, including this one moment where this dude cut me off. HE CLEARLY SAW ME! He was looking over his shoulder. He knew I was there. But I had to slam on my breaks and honk my horn so I wouldn't get a fender-bender.

Yet this guy wasn't done driving like a moron. There was a lady in the passenger side, holding up a hand to the people in the left lane, gesturing for them to stop. Traffic was up the ass, so mild gaps were rare. But he made it through! All the way to a lane that would be merging back into the left lane he crossed over.

Idiots. I hope it was an emergency.

I didn't think today could get any better. I felt stuck in the rut, unable to wiggle free. When it was time to head home, fearing I would deal with imbeciles behind the wheel again (which I did), I came across a slit of paper under my wipers. I thought, "GREAT! Someone hit my car! At least they left me their information..."

I was dead wrong.

Someone had left me a note, stating their gratitude for my husband's service. At the end, the person wrote "Semper Fidelis!" meaning "Always faithful."

I almost cried. I always hoped someone would do that to me. On iFunny.com, people posted pictures of them getting a similar note from strangers. Sometimes, the person got money.

I'm not asking for money, for a prize, for extreme glorification - but a simple note such as this anonymous doer did, is enough to put a smile on a depressed, lonely girl.

Thank you, to whoever left me the letter. Thank you.

Day 106 of Florida

Mason and I resolved our issues. Life is beginning to clear up, finally. Two days ago, Mason had said something that rubbed me the wrong way. I won't say what he said, but I will say I took it as a different point of view. His point of view, I know, is the correct one. My point of view on certain things while I'm depressed are severely "out there." Even though my brain wants to believe I'm right, I can be totally wrong.

I'm glad we fixed the problem. I would have had this monkey off of my back sooner from therapy, yet my therapist wrote me down for Thursday when she told me through text I was set for Wednesday. A silly mistake. No big deal. We're seeing each other tomorrow - same time like today's.

Since we're on the subject of therapy, I'm not sure if I want to continue being a therapist on IMVU. I know, I know; I just started!!! Why give up now??? Because I don't want to haggle myself to a computer, when in the mood of not dealing with one, to take care of someone who could easily find another IMVU therapist. That new therapist might require money, but my clients do have other choices. However, I'll wait and see where life takes me. I am in the vibe of giving up since Finals are right around the bend. I'm freaking out!!!! I don't know how I'll do...

All I can say is, I hope my depression doesn't get in the way. I don't want to stress out anymore than I already am.

Here's a note to my depression if it decides to be an ass:

Day 105 of Florida

It feels as though my brain is playing suspenseful music with bows scratching violin wires.

That's all my brain seems to play these days... Taunting, suspenseful music with just violins.

No other instruments. No orchestra. Only violins and them being plucked or scratched.

My day was fine. The norm. The weather was gorgeous. C89.5 announced that a week and a half will have glorified weather. I'm excited. That means I get to wear my salmon pink Keep Calm/Marines t-shirt.

Speaking of wearing things, Mason sent me a care-package. He gave me a small military baggy filled with memorabilia. One of those was his original dog tags. I'm wearing them currently. Other things included a picture of us while Mason opened up his high school graduation gifts (and when our first year of being together was right around the corner) Another thing was a handful of rocks. Not sure where those came from, but I love collecting rocks. There was also a sticker that said "Marine wife. Toughest job in the corps." I immediately put that on my car (this time, I put the sticker on a window - one that can't roll down) Other stuff were extra dog tags, tokens to the Marine Ball and letters of when Mason was at Camp P. The picture and those letters almost made me cry. I'm sure they will once I'm alone and experience them in solitude.

Day 104 of Florida

This post is going to be quick... I don't feel too well...

Today had beautiful weather. I didn't have math this morning, so I stayed in my car melting for an hour. I'm glad yet also pissed that I missed math. I was glad because supposedly we had a math quiz today. I didn't study. But I'm pissed because I could have slept IN!

While I stayed in my car for that hour, I kept watch of my driver-side mirror. I told you about the wasps that hide behind the mirror, right? Well, if I didn't, I'll let you people know that my driver-side mirror is a fave for the wasps. Comforting... isn't it?

It wasn't so comforting this morning when I pulled into the parking lot, parked my car, and waited for math to begin. A wasp decided to chill out on my driver-side mirror and he didn't go away. Once it was time for class, I was hesitant. I didn't want to open my door, making the wasp angry, and having him sting me all the way to class as I bawl and screech, flailing my hands in every which way possible. So, I took it REALLY freakin' easy... I opened my door slowly, constantly keeping my eyes on the wasp. When I grabbed my things, I backed away gradually and while I did, I slammed the door close. The wasp hardly bothered to move.

I was lucky.

The weather continued to be beautiful. I even let Indigo have a few natural UV rays. It's good for him; getting clean air instead of staying inside a stuffy room. I'm sure Indigo appreciates it.

Tomorrow... Well, all I have to say is that it's going to be a new day. I just hope it is going to be better than this one.

Day 103 of Florida

Recently, I have been super stoked for the movie Monsters University. It looks just as awesome as Monsters Inc.! I really hope they didn't ruin the new one. :/ I would be totally disappointed.

My day was lazy. I watched Netflix, dealt with two other clients, and talked with Mason.

My parents came home this evening. Finally, someone to do the chores. ;)

Right now, I'm Skyping a sleepy Mason. He just blurted out "So many choices!" I asked him, "In what?" He goes, "What?" after opening his eyes. I told him what he said and he told me that he must have been asleep when he said that. Hahahaha. <3 Silly honey.

Day 102 of Florida

So, I'm a part-time therapist on IMVU.

I had my first client today. She was a very interesting one. However, I won't be sharing what we discussed since that's how it works. :)

Call me crazy, but I've been thinking of being a therapist on IMVU for a long time. I'm going to say after a few years of experience with therapy, I said to myself, "Hey, I wonder if people on IMVU who can't afford real life therapy need a therapist to talk to. I should be there to help." And so, I pursued my want.

I don't charge my clients. It's all free. Really, I'm doing it for the benefit of assisting them and also something to kill time. Nonetheless, I did add in my description (for my therapy appointment room) that if they want to gift me or give me credits, it's always appreciated.

Because honestly, I have too much in my wish list...

Speaking of IMVU, the programmers need to fix some bug that's interrupting us players' gameplay. They finally announced that there is an issue. ABOUT DAMN TIME! IT HAS ONLY BEEN GOING ON FOR A WEEK NOW! Sheesh.

Besides that, my day was alright. Somewhat lonely, highly emotional, yet in the end, relaxing. I didn't have to deal with my parents' idiocy.

I love them. But sometimes, I want to banish them on an island full of so many poisonous snakes, that it had to be quarantined.

;)