Mason and I

Mason and I

Saturday, August 31, 2013

Day 22 of North Carolina

Hey gang.

Today wasn't the best... The only best part was going to a Yoga class in the morning. I have never felt so much body pain in one day! It was amazing how we were working our tendons and stretching out our muscles, etc. I think I might actually play the Wii exercise games we own. 

The rest of the day was emotional and boring. Scott lost a friend a year ago and didn't receive the news until today. Hopefully his adventure to the PAX event will cheer him up.

I also requested that if he see's markiplier, could he please get me something of his. 

In the evening time, before Scott called, grandma, mom and I watched the latest Great Gatsby movie. The only thing I must complain about is the music... It confused me of the era. Obviously, it was dated back in the '20s, but the music was modern which was a little kooky. 

All in all, the movie was great. I've always imagined Gatsby being played by Leo DiCaprio. 




Friday, August 30, 2013

Day 21 of North Carolina

I could've easily told you my day yesterday. I couldn't sleep a damn wink! I hate my dreams sometimes. They wake me up in the middle of the night whether they're scary or downright pleasant. 

I wish I was in a better mood before telling you about my outrageously stupendous day yesterday, yet I'll try my best to be enthusiastic...

WOWZA, BATMAN!!!! SEAHAWKS DEMOLISHED THE RAIDERS LAST NIGHT!!!! HOLY TIGHTS, BATMAN!!!! THE PARENTS AND I WATCHED BLUE THUNDER AFTER THE GAME!!!!! GEE WHIZ, BATMAN!!!! I GOT TO PERSONALLY MEET MR. AND MRS. SEAHAWK WHO MY GRANDPARENTS' FRIENDS KNOW!!!!!

How was that?

Alright, I'll tell you a little more with detail. 

The folks and I were front row on the visitors side for the Seahawks game against The Raiders. I got to touch finger tip-to-finger tip with Blitz. My parents were able to actually shake hands with him... Lucky son of a-

I also got to say Hello to the Sea Gals who make me feel ugly when they come out to cheer... 

I took plenty of video and pictures. I'll try to upload the videos tomorrow. 

Today, I watched Star Wars episodes and hung out on IMVU.

Honestly, I'm getting sick of IMVU. That place is no good. Seriously, I am not going to sugarcoat this; I swear to whoever's upstairs that most of the players on there are mentally retarded and the other half are mentally unstable. There's the very few who actually sound sensible. 

Please, go outside for goodness sakes. Throw a football, play basketball... ANYTHING! Just don't join IMVU.

Ah, look at me! A sponsors worst nightmare - the giver of truth.










Thursday, August 29, 2013

Day 20 of North Carolina

Guys, I'm so tired from the Seahawks game, I'll tell it to you tomorrow. 

GO HAWKS!!!!!!!!


Wednesday, August 28, 2013

Day 19 of North Carolina

GUESS WHAT HAPPENED TO ME LAST NIGHT!!!!!

No, I didn't meet Johnny Depp... :(

I went on an EPIC journey on Minecraft to find a saddle!!!! Well, I didn't only find one, I found FOUR. All in the same place!!!! I found a mineshaft. BINGO was his name-o. I couldn't believe it... I rushed home, wrangled some horses, before putting away the saddles safe and sound. 

Besides the joyful news, I had a Terminator movie marathon today. Yet I can't watch Terminator Salvation on my computer because we own just the Blu-ray copy. That's alright. I might watch it on the PS3 tomorrow. 

For the rest of the day, I did nothing. I stayed on my computer. 

Mom came home tonight from her three day business trip. Tomorrow, we will be going to a Seahawks game. We'll be in the front ROW!!! Whoo-Hoo!!!! 

I am pretty stoked. Something to do other than stare at a computer screen. 


Tuesday, August 27, 2013

Day 18 of North Carolina

I thought I was going to quit Minecraft entirely. Surprisingly, that's not the case. Once I noticed how bored I've recently been (due to ignoring Minecraft) I told myself, "What the Hell are you doing? Why are you making yourself suffer like this over a silly mishap?" I finally came to terms and decided to go search for a saddle.

I've also decided not to record my journey. I'm thinking of finding one saddle and when I'm ready to record, I'll do it. And I might try Minecraft on normal instead of peaceful. Yet next time, I'll be prepared. I'll be sure to make tons of weapons and armor for a grand battle. 

Other than that crap, I did absolutely nothing today. I watched videos on VICE's channel aaaaaand that's it... 

Please go check out VICE. It's more uncensored than NatGeo. 

I saw a decapitated head. On video. From a suicide bomber. 

It was freakin' mind boggling disturbing.

National Geographic would have blurred out the face.

Not VICE.

Show them some love. <3


Monday, August 26, 2013

Day 17 of North Carolina

Not a very eventful day today. The weather was gloomy, rainy and my mood matched that once I died - for the first time - on Minecraft. I was recording when all of a sudden, I got this bright idea to set the difficulty to Easy in which would spawn monsters. I had my difficulty on peaceful mode. I'd never dealt with the monsters and trying to find food before. Well, I wanted to entertain my viewers. Turns out, the last bit of my video wasn't recording when I died. I thought this would be a great first video; it had me freaking out in it, almost dying from food poisoning - complete fun seeing a newbie suffer on their first try.
 
Or... is that just me?
 
Anyway... I wasn't only pissed about the recording not actually recording. I was pissed because, once I died, I lost EVERYTHING. I knew I would lose my belongings, but I didn't know I would lose my skill points! Now that's harsh, Minecraft. I was up to 32 skill points... I felt so good about myself! I thought I was a natural born Minecraft player. For a week newbie with high skill points, I believed I was awesome.
 
Until I ventured out into the middle of nowhere with spiders and zombies and creepers and boney guys with bows and arrows were swarming me.
 
By the way, I didn't make armor.
 
Soooooo...
 
I was doomed from the very beginning.
 
I wish I could have uploaded those videos. But since that last bit wasn't recorded, I got livid and deleted everything.
 
Next time. Maybe.

Sunday, August 25, 2013

Day 16 of North Carolina

As you can see, no link to a video ANYWHERE! That's because I'm going to redo my videos! I watched them over and got bored of myself! I've realized... I'm not that enthusiastic. I also need to make up a title and credits slogan. I.e. how PewDiePie shouts in his opening videos, "How's it goin', bros? My name... is PEEEEEWDIEpie." markiplier's is, "HELLO everybody! My name is markiplier." I definitely don't want to borrow theirs... 

I want something fresh! I want to impress my viewers since I'm new at recording. I want to maybe possibly some day start a YouTube channel and let the world watch my adventure for a saddle. 

I don't know.

All I know is that I want myself more energetic in my videos. I don't want to sound like I'm half asleep.

... Which I usually am...

Anyway, nothing else happened today. Just Minecraft. 

Saturday, August 24, 2013

Day 15 of North Carolina

Quick post.

I'm pissed off at the moment because I can't upload my Minecraft video that I recorded today with Bandicam. I'm happy to announce that I'm going to try to create a YouTube account without Google+ attached. Sadly, I did create a YouTube account linked to a Google+ account. I didn't read, like a moron, if I could just set up a YouTube account. Instead, I was too focused on posting my video somehow, some way. Now, I own a stupid Google+ account. I don't know anything of Google+ nor do I want to. All I wanted was a YouTube account... All I truly wanted was to upload my freakin' video to Blogger. 

But no.

This whole week has been complicated. The only plus was that I went to go see Monsters University. That cheered me up. Yet dealing with technology again brought myself back to square one - depressed and stressed. 

I'm either going to wait for the 14 day requirement before disconnecting my Google+ account with YouTube OR deleting my Google+ account which would force my YouTube account either to delete as well or to make itself into an actual YouTube account.

I don't know!

If I delete my Google+ account, will that delete my Blogger account? Will it delete my Gmail? I don't have a CLUE what Google+ is connected to!!!!!!

GOOGLE, CALM YOUR EGOTISTIC TITS!

I need a break... A massage, if you will. 

Here's a picture of Indigo. Maybe this'll lighten everyone's mood?...


Friday, August 23, 2013

Day 14 of North Carolina

I grew up with a girl named Anna at my aunt Reen's daycare. I nicknamed her Dragon Girl since she was - and still is - infatuated with dragons. I love dragons, too. We would discuss for hours about dragons and how much we believed in them. Just recently, she added me on Facebook. It's been a couple years since we've seen each other. Her father, Paul, is an author and illustrator for children's books. My aunt owns almost all of them. 

I was curious to see if I could assist Paul with his illustrations. "In all honesty," I started a paragraph in the email I sent him, "I just want to have a fun job in which I won't get bored of doing and I have a connection." 

Paul replied, "It is great to get your note, it reminded me that I did exactly the same thing when I was about your age. I was so eager to learn how to draw well that I wrote to a famous illustrator asking to be his apprentice." He also said that, no matter how much he'd appreciate my help, I couldn't become his apprentice because of the line of work he does. However, there's a plus... He said, if I wanted to, he could show me his studio and give me feedback on my art! How neat! I'll give a try. :)

The rest of the day: I bought Indigo crickets, visited my aunt Reen, hung out with the grandparents to watch the Seahawks defeat the Packers, before coming home and hanging out with Mason over IMVU.

Currently, I'm building more levels to my house on Minecraft. 

I found another program called Bandicam. Most use that for Minecraft. The Pros to Bandicam is that if you download it for free, you get everything besides no watermark and unlimited recording. Each file would be ten minutes long. Pros of FRAPS is better quality. That's because it loads huge files. Bandicam doesn't. 

I'm not looking for anything fancy. Just something that's smooth, records the audio of my games and audio from my microphone. I'll try Bandicam out for free. If I love it, I'll buy it. If I dislike it, I might try out FRAPS. The bummer about downloading FRAPS for free is the fact that each file would ONLY be thirty seconds long... That's right... SECONDS. I'm guessing its because of how large the GBs can get. 

Wish me luck on my quest to find a decent enough recording program! 

But before I go, here's a great randomly generated license plate I came across while driving to my aunt's house: 


Thursday, August 22, 2013

Day 13 of North Carolina

Everything technical wants to mess with me right now. 

Instead of setting up a Minecraft server, I'm finding programs that'll record my gameplay... Good God my determination on everything. It's a miracle I get stuff done when I'm wanting to focus on one project and one project only. 

I'm that kind of person who doesn't like to take breaks. I want to get the main project done before eating, sleeping or even having fun. 

It's the OCD...

Not the most joyous syndrome. 

The rest of my day.... well, it sucked the big ones. I didn't play Minecraft. I hardly played ANYTHING. I was - am - so set on figuring out this project that I don't want to have fun. 

This is why, in high school, everyone in my group pissed me off because I felt like they didn't know how to do jack and I was the only smart one. I practically did every project myself!!!! 

OCD, Y U NO NICE TO ME?

Tomorrow, I'm going to look up FRAPS information, watch videos and discuss with my mom if I can pay $37 for it. If FRAPS doesn't work...

...

...

My head might explode dramatically larger than the H bomb. Keep yourself posted on the NEWS. It may be Top Story. 

Now here's a beautiful picture of Indigo and me hanging out in the bathroom as I clean his cage:


Wednesday, August 21, 2013

Day 12 of North Carolina

This is my 333 post!!! I'm only HALF evil. ;)

Wow. Almost a year has gone by of Mason joining the Marine core. It feels longer than that. Soon I'll be able to look back on the exact date of a year old post and see how much of a difference my life has changed. Crazy what time will tell.

Today wasn't too bad. The only frustrating part was just a couple hours ago. Mom and I were trying to figure out how to create a Minecraft server without risking my computer to someone else's network. Nevertheless, it got complicated. Our IP address and Default Gateway numbers were... strange. Mom and I were watching a tutorial while following along with the instructor. His IP address and Default Gateway numbers were way longer than ours. I'm guessing whether it's because the tutor had a different router. We own an Apple router. I'm not sure if that has anything to do with it but mom is going to work on it tomorrow morning with a teammate of hers.

Thank goodness she works for a software company or I'd be screwed.

Well, since I have my computer back for tonight, I'm going to continue uploading as many videos as possible. Again, enjoy:

 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 

Tuesday, August 20, 2013

Day 11 of North Carolina

I can't upload videos tonight because my computer is derpin' out and won't shut down properly. So, I'm leaving it alone to turn off whenever it feels like it.

I cooked a Dutch Baby this morning! Again, I know that sounds wrong - why would they name it "baby" anyway? - but I ASSURE you... it's not an actual child... Look it up yourself! It's a scrumptious dish! More or less a fluffy breaded egg. It's delightful! Especially with the powdered sugar on top. Mmmmmm... <3

My computer went through Hell today. I wasted three hours of precious Minecraft time trying to backup my software on disks. Well, these disks only held 700 MG... Each. That's not much. During those three hours, I watched House on Haunted Hill starring Vincent Price and The Breakfast Club. After those movies, and realizing the disks were hardly capturing anything, I stopped the backup, called Mason, mom configured some stuff on my computer and began another backup but on a disk drive; a little device called MyBookLive. That finished in an hour and a half. While backing up on individual disks for three hours, it didn't even make it to the half way mark. I learned my lesson. 

Now the computer is updating before shutting off. It says it's still updating but it has been stuck on 4/5 for 30 minutes... I hope it does it's job... 

Here's something soothing before I end this post: My dad ran around Lincoln Park this evening and took a beautiful picture of the sunset. 



Monday, August 19, 2013

Day 10 of North Carolina

Aaahhh.... My computer did a real douche move...

It went all kamikaze on me and took out its battery while I was manipulating the desk's position. I was JUST about to finish my post, too...

I guess that's not the worst of what occurred today.

Today, I dealt with the most GRUELING and TREACHEROUS situation yet!

...

I traveled far from home, seeking out a journey that wouldn't delude my satisfaction! I adventured vast to the point of many seasonal alterations. Alas, that was when I began to notice my local surroundings... They were unfamiliar. I soon dropped the urge to venture. Instead, I was eager to find my way back home. It was an epic predicament. I lost my sense of direction. I was disoriented by the new turf! Heading whatever way I figured was the correct way, I saw habitual landmarks - a village! I knew this village! It was the village I came across as I went on my journey! I was indeed in close range! But where would I head next? It had been many days since I'd seen the forest tree illuminated by a single torch. That signaled that home was nigh. Subsequently, I destined to find the mountains. They, too, were artifacts that symbolized home is near. I trudged through the mountains, swam across rivers and paid attention to things I'd already seen. After another twenty minutes, I witnessed the beautiful sight of a glowing jungle tree that presented home base! How glorious that moment was!!! I laughed with tears in my eyes! I made it! I MADE IT!

...

This happened on Minecraft, by the way.

Literally, that's what I did today. I played Minecraft. I started right when I woke up to the point of NOW.

Let's go ahead and move on to those videos you imaginary readers were asking for, huh?

Feast your eyes on some of THIS action! (Will upload more in the next post)

 
 
 
 
 
 
 
  

Sunday, August 18, 2013

Day 9 of North Carolina

I have a confession to make...

I'm addicted...

...

TO MINECRAFT!!!!!!! 

Whaaaaaaaat?

Didn't expect me to say something so foolish? Well, it's TRUE! After catching up with markiplierGAME, I decided to try out this Minecraft. I bought it anyway! I wasn't about to leave it in the dust!!! What a waste!!!

At first, I bought it to multiplay with Mason. It seems doing a server is more dangerous than playing solo. I'm not risking my computer for pixelated co-op. We can play it when he gets home. Mason claims he knows how we can play multiplayer without even using Internet!

Trust me, I figured he was losing it, too.

We both are... -twitches-

I've been playing Minecraft nonstop for about three precious hours... And I'm not ending any time soon...

You may be wondering if I ever talked crap about this game. You're not wrong. I did flap my jaws over how silly Minecraft looked and inquired to know why Minecraft didn't have the best graphics. Everything was so blocky! What kind of bull honky is that, right???

Turns out, the graphics don't bother me anymore. It's the simple fact that you're able to freely roam, do whatever you please and build whatever you want whenever, however. 

Minecraft, thanks for proving to me that graphics aren't the only thing a gamer should look for, but also for the games basic morals. 

Stay beautiful, everybody.

P.S: Here's a picture of a type of bug that likes to habit itself in our home... Cute or creepy? 


  

Saturday, August 17, 2013

Day 8 of North Carolina

I won't be able to upload the videos tonight :( I'm sleepy. The parents and I were hanging out with the grandparents watching the Seahawks conquer the Broncos. What a great game!!!

Besides the Seahawks, I spent credits on IMVU, hung out with Mason and watched The Dark Knight. At 7, we joined the older generation at their house, cheering for the Seahawks on the grandparents' new SmartTV. 

I want one so badly... 

But our family owns ENOUGH TVs...

AND VEHICLES!!!! Hint, hint...

Speaking of parents thinking aimlessly, my mom tried to act like her youthful cheerleader self again by doing one of those happy picture perfect High School Musical jumps. But she messed up her landing, fell to her knees and almost bashed her face into the grandparents' old TV... 

Ah, when older people try to be young once more. Ain't that a scene? 


Friday, August 16, 2013

Day 7 of North Carolina

I'm going to summarize this party in a package because I am BEAT!

HAPPY 16th YEAR ANNIVERSARY TO MY FOLKS!!!!

This run was called the Electric Run. Lets begin with the wait to cross the start line. We scooted forward and forward and forward for 45 minutes. They were letting people go in waves - similar to a marathon. 10,000 people participated in the 5K. Every one of them, including me and the folks, were glowing in the dark. The DJ sat on top of the start line arch, spinning remixes and throwing free stuff. 

The lighted up areas were sporadic and beautiful! Mom took pictures, I took video. I hope the video is decent (uploading tomorrow)... I'm distracted easily and won't focus on my camcorder sometimes.

The folks and I ran half of it. We mostly walked. We were fascinated by the psychedelic areas - we strolled through, taking in the moment. 

At the end of it all, there was a concert; an Electronica Dance concert!!!!! The bass was so deep, you felt it in your chest. I'm not a partier. I've never experienced that before. It... was... AWESOME!!!! I wanted to join the party, but I felt weird partying with my parents... Next time, I'm bringing along Mason so we can have a good time. Mason's not a partier either, but I'm sure he'll feel the same powerful urge to break it down once he witnesses a show like THAT!

The sweetest part was when a guy went up on stage and proposed to his girl. The crowd went WILD!

I want something like that - a proposal with people around to celebrate, too. <3

P.S: The pictures previous to the running ones are from a restaurant called Foster's. My mom had her 30th year reunion with her classmates at that place. Nice restaurant. Yummy food! 








Thursday, August 15, 2013

Day 6 of North Carolina

Hey guys! Just deleted this post like an idiot! Goddamn trigger happy fingers accidentally deleted the opened app... Whoops. 

I didn't finish the post, thank God... I had much to say. I only got about half done. Still, whoops.

Anyway, to tell you the truth, I'm feeling a lot better. I needed a day like this; away from home, hanging out with the parents and having a grand time. We drove to Green Lake today to pick up our running packets for tomorrow night's Electric Run. Amazingly, it's on the same day as my parents' 16th year anniversary! Whoo-Hoo! So, we're celebrating with a sweet ass run in the DARK with neon, glowing paint and gear!!! I'm totally pumped!

Crazy how I'm excited for a run...

No worries. I won't get as obsessed as my old farts. Trust me.

After buying our glowing gear and picking up our racing packets (not to mention, we randomly won a $100 gift card that day while retrieving our packets), dad ran around the lake as mom and I rested in the park, watching the sunset. 

Once dad came back from his 45 minute spontaneous 5K, we ate at a small restaurant called Kidd's Hamburgers before hitting the road for home. 

It's time for bed...




Wednesday, August 14, 2013

Day 5 of North Carolina

Well, I officially dub thee week a crappy one. Beyond crappy. Sinister. 

I hate myself this week. Why am I going through so much agony? What did I do to deserve this????

It all started on Monday when my dad underestimated my power. On Sunday, he showed me a picture of a Sudan... Remember that? Yea, well, I told both of my parents if they bought an eighth car, I'd move out. On Monday, my mom reminded dad of what I would do if they purchased another car. Dad said "You're not going anywhere." And ever since then, my dignity has fallen through the cracks.

Yesterday I had a mental breakdown, feeling useless. Today, I feel even more useless. I thought today would put me back in shape but... that didn't happen.

I hope my therapist will reply to my call of need soon... Or I'm jumping on anti-depressants faster than you could figure out their risks.

Now, enjoy this picture of how supposedly smart I am with science...


Tuesday, August 13, 2013

Day 4 of North Carolina

I had a mental breakdown today... I thought my brain was about to explode but thankfully, it didn't. 

I don't really want to talk about today because it was mainly full of crying and hoping I'd disappear. Pretty grim stuff.

I will say Happy Birthday to Fang. I apologize to him for me not being on IMVU in celebration. I'm sure he'll understand why once I tell him tomorrow. 

I also would like to share a picture of my OTHER future husband, Johnny Depp. How come? Because I can. <3


Monday, August 12, 2013

Day 3 of North Carolina

I kind of had a rotten day today. Only because of my emotions swirling in and out of control. If I didn't mention my emotions, my day was fine. Ordinary. Dealing with moronic parents and missing my hubby. 

The morning was nice besides being woken up by nightmares... I'll tell that bit later. But for now, I want to brag about my newest art piece. I think it took me four hours to complete. It's a comic about Pluto. That's all I'm going to say. See for yourself what it's about at the bottom of this dialogue. 

Let's discuss my nightmare, shall we? I want to see how many of you nonexistent readers have had a dream similar to mine...

I don't know what to title it. It's too short anyway. I'll just tell you... I had a nightmare about Death coming into my room. I peaked through my eye lids to see who was entering my room when I saw a man cloaked in a black ritual robe. My eyes shot open in surprise. Now the person was looming near my bed. That's when I found out that he wasn't human... It was Death! 

I think I woke up for a split second, panting in fear! Creepy stuff.

When I was finally awake, I remembered the dream and told myself I wasn't going back to sleep! No way. I want to stay conscience and ALIVE. 

I wasn't able to hang out with Mason today over the Internet... He needs to buy it. Tomorrow he promises he'll be online with NO LIMITATIONS!!! ... Except for sleep.

Alright, that's it for my day. I hope yours was fairly good. If it wasn't, maybe my art will cheer you up. Viola!: 


Sunday, August 11, 2013

Day 2 of North Carolina

Today was okay... Not one of the best, but I'm still alive so I shouldn't complain too much.

I will acknowledge the fact that my parents are car hoarders. I don't need an official to tell me. I can clearly see it for myself... My dad showed me a picture of a Sudan. He said he wanted to buy it so we could buy a trailer. I asked which car we would be selling in exchange for the Sudan.

He said none.

Do you know how many cars we would have? Eight. Five original, every day vehicles and three classics.

I think I said we own eight cars already in a previous post. I apologize. That number was meant to be seven.

I was never good at math...

Anyway, after pissing and moaning about my parents fetish to Mason, I dealt with an idiot on IMVU. I couldn't hold back my rage. I would have left the room if Mason was at his computer. But he had to go to a Formation, leaving his avatar idle. I didn't want to look selfish and lend my boyfriend's avatar to some creep who couldn't stop touching us! I stayed and ranted at him. Soon, he stopped. Before he left, he thanked me for entertaining him.

People...

Speaking of which, Mason and I had a deep conversation about humans hating other humans. I recorded the discussion in my photo library. I'll share one part of it to brag how supposedly smart I am. ;)


Saturday, August 10, 2013

Day 1 of North Carolina

That's right! Mason made it safe and sound to N. Carolina. At first, he was desperate to come home - acting as if he were about to break down. He has to start over again. He's not bunking with his main friends anymore. He's bunked with two other friends. Thankfully, the room is only temporary. Where he's at now, it has awful cell service. After a few weeks, he'll be placed somewhere else (maybe with other people as well) once schooling begins.

Last night, Mason and I Skyped for a while until I began nodding off. He called me, we talked for another 45 minutes before heading to bed. I thought I was going to sleep solidly from my sudden exhaustion, yet that didn't occur. It was quite the opposite...

I turned on a small fan to cool myself off. My small fan disrupts certain sound waves. I can hear people talking or it could make airplane turbulence resemble thunder. I wasn't hearing chatter, I was hearing turbulence. Or... so I thought. My window was halfway open. I could clearly hear rumbling. But I wasn't sure if it was thunder or turbulence. Unexpectedly, I saw a bright, blue flash light up the neighbors house. My adrenaline kicked in and I was soon fully awake.

I texted Mason about a possible storm. I also woke up mom. Mason told me to stay calm, snuggle a stuffed animal or blanket, and listen to Ambience if the thunder gets too uncomforting. I agreed but continued to text him. He had to get up early for his flight. However, that didn't matter to me. What did matter was my safety and the fact of a soon-to-be raging electrical storm.

I went downstairs with mom to watch the show. I walked outside to take video of the storm booming in the distance. The skies around our house lit up like flickering light bulbs. An occasional streak of lightning zoomed across the clouds. It startled me... I hopped back inside.

The storm began around 10 PM. It didn't end until 2 AM. Mom and I sat in our theatrical chairs. My nose relaxed on the headrest. I watched as the storm came closer... and closer... and closer. Every few minutes, mom went outside to call for our cat Fluffy. He didn't come in until this morning. But at the time, we were paranoid for his well-being. We didn't know whether he ran away, scared, or he was safe in hiding.

The lightning and thunder became more frequent. Suddenly, it was above our house. I prayed a lightning bolt wouldn't come dangerously close to our home. I knew I was in harms way by sitting near a window. If a lightning bolt decided to connect with something a couple feet from our house, the blast radius would shatter glass. Yet I stayed put. I was fascinated by the lightning. It slithered along the clouds and lapped the ground. The thunder cracked, telling us how far away the bolt made touchdown.

After an hour, I felt content. Still startled, but nothing to be afraid of.

I spoke too soon.

Once my fear died, a large lightning bolt snapped across the sky, touching down some place close. My flinch-reflexes were drastic. I ducked in front of the headrest and plugged my ears. I screamed, "OH GOD" out of initiate reaction. I started to panic. I started to hyperventilate. I have never witnessed a lightning bolt so close. And the thunder coming from that bolt was MONSTEROUS. It vibrated the house.

It wasn't the only close encounter. We experienced multiple close calls with electricity. Every time, I panicked and became terrified. But for some reason, I wanted to keep watching! I was in a sort of trance! This storm was beautiful to me. Horrifying, but beautiful.

Mom and I went upstairs an hour before the storm ended. It wasn't as dramatic anymore. I felt decent enough to cease guarding my house. Yet I was far from settling. I still saw flashes light up the sky and I could still hear the thunder deeply grumble. I wondered if I should see if Mason would want to talk to me, to comfort me. But I digressed. I said to myself, "He has a busy day tomorrow. Let him sleep! You should, too. Everything is okay now." So, I listened to my self-conscience and laid my sleepy head.

Prior to falling asleep, my phone buzzed. It jolted me awake. I got an email. I was curious to see what email would be sent at a time like that. It was from Fang. I figured, "This must have delayed. He'd be asleep by now." Again, I was wrong. He was awake still! I rushed online through IMVU2Go (an IMVU iPhone app.) and invited him. I told him I needed to chat with him. I told him about the continuous storm. I asked if he could Skype with me. He agreed and we both hopped online.

We chit-chatted the entire time as the storm passed. Yet I didn't want to go. I was having so much fun with Fang! Nevertheless, at 3 AM, we were pretty beat. I asked him if he would like to fall asleep with me over Skype, like what Mason and I do. He said it was perfectly fine. And so, that's what we did. I woke up this morning, seeing Fang already awake. We said our Good Morning's, Skyped a little longer until he had stuff to do.

Today, I watched movies. I watched all three Matrix movies. Disappointingly, I forgot how freakin' epic each one is. They never bore me. Ever. Never ever... Evah.

Mason hasn't seen The Matrix. I told him that we'll be watching them as soon as he comes home.

Besides movies, I did the usual; waiting for something to happen on IMVU. People-observing. Nothin' like a good observation of hopeless idiots, eh? ;)

 

Friday, August 9, 2013

Day 171 of Florida

Quick post!!!

I did nothing today. I watched movies and goofed on IMVU but that was it. My ass hurt I sat so much today. 

Tomorrow, Mason is waking up at 3:30 (my time) to leave for North Carolina. 

I don't know what else to say. This is a seriously short post. 

To make sure you guys don't get furious with me, here's an adorable cat picture of Cheetah sleeping under a pillow!:


Thursday, August 8, 2013

Day 170 of Florida

Guess who's the next biggest fan of Breaking Bad???

MEEEEEEE!!!!!

I never thought I'd get into a show. I've tried and tried again to follow a show but I'm too damn lazy to set times and dates on when I'll watch the next episode. 

Thank God for Netflix, huh?

I finished the first season today. I started at 2 and ended at 9:30. BRILLIANT!!!! The only time I had a break was when I took a 30 minute walk. But if you take that out, I watched Breaking Bad for seven straight hours.

I don't even know how I accomplished that.

The show is... ironically... HIGHLY addicting. I'm most likely going to knock off season two tomorrow IF I have no plans. Other than that, it's me and my computer on a strange date with Bryan Cranston. 

Besides therapy at noon and a walk in the early evening, that's all I did today. Watched Breaking Bad whilst fiddling with IMVU. 

Ta!


Wednesday, August 7, 2013

Day 169 of Florida

Remember that day I sent Queen Underwood a message on Facebook? Well, I went on Facebook today to post my drawing of Fang and I until witnessing I had a couple of messages. One was from a friend I deleted... and the other was from Queen Underwood!!!!! I was thrilled!!! She actually sent me one back!!!! I don't know if she remembers me, but she did say thanks for supporting her! Cool story, right bro?

The rest of the day was laid back. I did nothing but sweat my ass off. Tomorrow I have therapy at noon. Strange time, huh? Well, she's booked and I seriously need to get things off of my chest.

Now, enjoy this picture of my cat Bugger wanting to play on her cat tower:


Tuesday, August 6, 2013

Day 168 of Florida

So, I managed to draw an awesome art piece for my friend Fang. I'm actually considering publishing it with this post since I do have my signature on it. :)

I woke up this morning with the plan of what I was going to draw: Fang distressed over wildly hysterical fan-girls, screaming out to him while I support him and stick to his side. I said to myself, "This'll explain Fang's drama life on IMVU." And that was my point since Fang deals with a large amount of weirdos who are mostly girls. They're either obsessed with him or want him to go burn in Hell. It's nuts! I can't fathom it. That's why I decided to draw out how I felt. I was motivated by crazies. 

At first, I was thinking of tracing; either our faces or our avatars faces. I couldn't get it to look right. I told myself, "I don't know if I can do this!" With my motivation dispersing, I felt doubtful in completing ANY art piece in the future. I thought my WACOM Bamboo Tablet would sit there and capture dust.

I proved that theory wrong.

I didn't look at anything while drawing this picture. I just... scribbled! I thought it wouldn't turn out as amazing! I thought it was going to be scratch paper! 

Nope.

I made an astounding piece of work that even blew me away. Fang AND Mason were speechless! They were totally wowed by what I had accomplished. Fang couldn't thank me enough.

The rest of my day was fine. Hot. Relaxing. Same ol' stuff. Tomorrow... I guess we'll see. 




Monday, August 5, 2013

Day 167 of Florida

It is so hot in Seattle right now!!!! Some days it'll be mildly warm, and the next day, it'll get scorching hot!!!! It's as if Global Warming is slapping you in the face! 

I am feeling better, if you can't tell. I'm still a bit depressed, but please don't worry. It's that time of the month... For those of you who don't know me well enough, I do get emotional and somewhat unreasonable. Then I began apologizing like a mad woman. But... I think you all understand what's going on. I don't have to apologize every time... Right?

Anyway, tonight, it's a whopping 80 degrees. I'm pretty sure I won't be sleeping soundly tonight. Either from my period, or from the heat, I just can't win. I'm burning calories as I'm typing this. I'm sweating like a dog... This is ridiculous. 

What was also ridiculous was my outburst last night and this morning to early evening. Last night, I didn't get to talk to Fang. Lately, I have been noticing him acting differently. I guessed something was wrong. And something was wrong. Yet, at the time, I didn't know what the problem was. So, I freaked out, believing that Fang didn't want to stay as my friend anymore... I yelled at Mason for telling me to calm down and not worry. This morning to early evening, I was still conflicted. Last night, I sent him a message asking what was going on. When he came online this evening, he acknowledged that message. He explained to me what was happening. He's been feeling a little down, too. He's also having friendship problems. We discussed about it after he had to go for an hour and now we're cool!!!

However, my depression is so deep, I still feel it lingering. No matter what happens, I still feel depressed... 

Unless Mason comes home. That's when I'm not depressed at all. :) <3 


Sunday, August 4, 2013

Day 166 of Florida

I'm not in the mood to write this, so I'll make it quick... I didn't have the best ending to my boring day...

The only great part that happened was seeing a long-time friend who hasn't visited us in forever. Her name is Wendy. She's a friend of my mom's. I grew up with her, too. I remember when she owned a cabin in the middle of these woods and mom and I would go visit her. She had baby hedgehogs. They were the cutest animals I had ever held at the time.

We reminisced about what has been happening. She said she was moving to Vegas soon. She stayed at our house for a good while. 

That's about it.

Here's a picture of Indigo acting like an acrobat. This might help your mood of you're having a bad day.


Saturday, August 3, 2013

Day 165 of Florida

I watched The Little Girl Who Lives Down The Lane this evening. What an interesting movie!!! It almost had no point to it, yet it did. It was suspenseful, but not. I couldn't figure out why I liked it so much. Maybe it was the fact that a young Jodi Foster played in it as the main character. 

Yea. That has to be it.

Nonetheless, good movie. Very 70s, but good movie. 

Today wasn't so bad. I woke up to Mason's beaming face. We fell asleep together last night over Skype. We're planning to do that again tonight. :)

This morning, I finished off Twilight Zone season 2. Have you guys seen the episode of the vacuum salesman who gets turned into a super strong man then an incredibly intelligent one from aliens? Dude... 1960s aliens were a trip... I had to take a picture of their costume. Look at this!:  


Friday, August 2, 2013

Day 164 of Florida

Y'all know who Wynter Gordon is, right? Beautiful singer, gorgeous features; a really amazing, talented young woman. Well, have you guys listened to the song Stimela by Wynter? It's around a year old. I think I discovered it a long time ago but, disappointingly, forgot about it.

I...

Love...

That...

Song.

AND... it's not even on iTunes.

What... the holy Hannibal kind of CRAP is that?! I MUST have that song on my playlist or I will go insane. I can download it on this website, BUUUUT mom and I are skeptical... I don't like downloading things when they can easily be bought. However, I don't know if that album, in which Stimela is on, is sold in stores or on the internet. I'm wondering if she created that album for people to have for FREE...?

But why?? Generous people don't exist!

;)

I'll do some more research later.

Today was fine. An ordinary day. The weather was chilly so, for the first time during summer, we cranked up the heater. I woke up at 7 AM to take a shower before passing out in my famous purple chair. And did I have the freakiest dreams...

The first dream was about a black tornado striking down a few yards away from our home. The massive whirlwind destroyed the neighbors homes in seconds. The folks and I didn't know what to do. So, we stayed inside the house and waited. I prayed for the tornado to disperse and not hit our home. But it got close. It barely uprooted our house, yet mauled some of our cars. The tornado then spun up the hill and vanished. The sky was a dark grey, similar black clouds formed on the horizon... it was Hell in just a couple of seconds.

The last dream I conjured up was strange. It had a dream within a dream. But the dream that simulated reality included Daniel. The oddest part, besides having a dream while dreaming, was when Daniel and I noticed one another. He said to me, "We just meet at the most random times!" Which, crazily enough, is true. As I hung out with Daniel, Daniel acted like he didn't want to be with me. I didn't take that in an offensive way. He used to joke around like that when we used to hang out. Nevertheless, there came a part in the dream where I fell asleep while hanging out with Daniel. The dream I dreamt was about the black tornado. Once stirring awake, I found myself alone. I searched for Daniel but he seemed to be running away from someone. I can't recall who, but I couldn't catch up to him.

I soon woke up afterwards.

Recently, I've been having weather phenomenon dreams. And they usually aren't friendly. There were those nightmares about the moon coming too close to Earth and orbiting at outrageous speeds. Now, I'm having nightmares about tornadoes, as black as pitch darkness, touching down only a few feet from our home.

What do they mean?

Anything? Or nothing at all?

Well, let's not dwell on it. Here's the song I was telling you guys about earlier. Enjoy:

   

Thursday, August 1, 2013

Day 163 of Florida

I don't know if I've announced this yet, but Mason has a set date on when he'll be home. He's done with his schooling on November 4th. I can't recall if that's going to be the same day he'll be coming home or if he'll be coming home a week later; I'll ask him when he wakes up.

In September, he'll know where his set base will be. He wants Arizona. I fear  he'll be placed in Japan. 

I'm unsure how I'll react if he's stationed in Japan... But to you all who are guessing it would be an excited reaction, you're wrong. It would be the complete opposite. The time zones would be horrendous, the money to travel back and forth would be exceedingly expensive, and the distance would be heart wrenching - possibly too heart wrenching to bare.

I miss him like nobody can imagine (and he's still in the US) Not a single person knows, or have known, how I feel. You'd have to be put in my shoes to know the drastic measures I go through, waiting for my hubby to come home.

His next school will be in North Carolina. An hour will be added to the time difference. He's moving there in a couple of weeks. 

Today wasn't energetic or unforgettable. It was quite bland... Tomorrow might be the same. All I'm worried about is for my legs. The hardest part is to get up and off my bed. At least I can still walk. 

I watched Extraordinary People episodes on YouTube (fascinating show) and hung out on IMVU. 

I won't be able to chat with Fang tonight. He's getting up early tomorrow for a meeting. 

I might have a Daniel dream tonight. My utter lonely feeling is back. But more importantly, I hope I can actually sleep solidly tonight. I haven't had that chance since Friday. 

Maybe I'll go smell Mason's cologne before falling asleep. That may help me. That may ease my pain...