Day 30 of Camp P.

Wow.

Anybody who has played MGS: Metal Gear Solid? I don't mean number 3 or 4, I mean the first one.

Anybody?

Well I haven't either. HOWEVER, I just watched 5 hours worth of good game-play on YouTube... Best. 5 hours. Of my life. Since Mason has been gone. Ever. Holy... crapcicle. One word that can describe MGS is "Miraculous." That game is SICK! I'll be starting MGS2 tomorrow. :)

In other news, they are making a Monsters Inc. 2 called Monsters University. Guess who is utterly excited about it...? I AM!!! I loooooved Monsters Inc.! And I had a decent feeling they'd make a second one. I just never dreamed it would be about Sully and Mike meeting each other in college! It's going to be awesome.

ALSO... Have you heard about the Pope RESIGNING?! Have you ever THOUGHT of the Pope EVER resigning?? Neither have I! That's crazy talk! Even though I have no clue what the Pope does, it's still a bit bizarre to hear he is resigning... After 600 years of having Holy people dictate the Vatican, finally a Pope resigns because of all the "conspiracies." That's what my ITAL teacher told us. Pretty surprising, right?

Tomorrow is V-Day.

Yikes... That sounds horrible...

I meant "Valentines Day." Like I said, I'll be on YouTube all day long (after my classes, of course...). It'll be a very laid back, unromantic Valentines Day. No harm in that! I'm used to not having a valentine. It is AAAALL good.

As you can possibly tell, I'm feeling half-assed better. The reason? I'm going to therapy tomorrow. I'll be able to get unwanted, and unneeded, guilt off of my chest that I've been holding in, waiting for it to burst.

In the mean time, I have to keep looking forward. Hopefully after therapy, I can forgive and forget and wait until I get that wonderful text from Mason, telling me he is free to communicate to me. BUT... that's 2 days AFTER Valentines Day. Pity...

Mason said him and his mom have already picked out something for me for Valentines Day. I... don't know what to get him and I'm unsure if I should buy him ANYTHING! He won't be home for the next 4 years. It'll only be stashed away! Maybe... all he wants is... just me? That would be lovely. <3 No struggle in that.