I am feeling better, if you can't tell. I'm still a bit depressed, but please don't worry. It's that time of the month... For those of you who don't know me well enough, I do get emotional and somewhat unreasonable. Then I began apologizing like a mad woman. But... I think you all understand what's going on. I don't have to apologize every time... Right?
Anyway, tonight, it's a whopping 80 degrees. I'm pretty sure I won't be sleeping soundly tonight. Either from my period, or from the heat, I just can't win. I'm burning calories as I'm typing this. I'm sweating like a dog... This is ridiculous.
What was also ridiculous was my outburst last night and this morning to early evening. Last night, I didn't get to talk to Fang. Lately, I have been noticing him acting differently. I guessed something was wrong. And something was wrong. Yet, at the time, I didn't know what the problem was. So, I freaked out, believing that Fang didn't want to stay as my friend anymore... I yelled at Mason for telling me to calm down and not worry. This morning to early evening, I was still conflicted. Last night, I sent him a message asking what was going on. When he came online this evening, he acknowledged that message. He explained to me what was happening. He's been feeling a little down, too. He's also having friendship problems. We discussed about it after he had to go for an hour and now we're cool!!!
However, my depression is so deep, I still feel it lingering. No matter what happens, I still feel depressed...
Unless Mason comes home. That's when I'm not depressed at all. :) <3
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