Day 25 of San Diego

I'm starting this post by telling you readers that I don't know how to start this post. My feelings are here and there, lopsided, thrown everywhere... I can't focus on just one. Right now I feel content. But when I really think about it, I question myself on whether I'm depressed. Am I depressed? I could be. A doctor doesn't have to take a test for me to figure that out.

Ah, here I am... Rambling! I guess today wasn't a win-win day.

HOWEVER, my Seahawks won against New York this morning. Good job, Hawks. I knew you wouldn't let the 49ers beating you take your spirit away!

The whole day, I was on my laptop. I Skype slept with Mason last night and woke up to his shinning, sleeping face. Once the folks left for the football game party at grandma's (I stayed home to avoid a headache...), Mason left to do some errands. Afterwards, we hung out on IMVU.

Mason brought up a point; he has been buying me awesome video games since the day we first got together. But I've been neglecting those video games for IMVU... My addiction to IMVU is stupid... I thought I was slowing down when I started my story, but now, I have writers block! So, what do I do? I hop on IMVU and meet cool new friends! And instead of neglecting THEM, I neglect the things in real life to hopefully keep my internet friendships stable.

Why does life do this to me? Whenever I meet someone who I connect to, it turns out that they live in goddamn Narnia. Throw me a flippin' bone, life! Can't I connect with anyone around my general radius?! Yes, I have Mason. But he's in the Marines! That means, he's hardly home... FOR THE NEXT FOUR YEARS.

Man... I think I'll always have issues with relationships. It's just my curse.

ANYWAY, hopped off track... Let me turn this train around.

Mason suggested I go back to playing my PS3 since recently, I've been becoming bored of IMVU (and I've been playing it A LOT) He also doesn't want his gifts to be unappreciated (which, I do appreciate them) He ALSO doesn't want my depression to worsen due to the negative players on IMVU. I haven't dealt with negative players in a while (Thank the Heavens!), but I see where he's coming from. I don't want my depression to worsen either! I'm sure I told this fact before, but studies show that electronics depress human beings. WE NEED PHYSICAL CONTACT! WE'RE SOCIAL CREATURES!

-Sigh- ... I know I'm being weird, here... Maybe I should call my therapist and ask for an appointment? Then again, I don't want to get out of the house... I'm on break... That means my actions are sitting, eating, playing games, sleeping, and going to the bathroom. I sound like a pet, for Christ sake.

Well, I think that's all I have to rant about. Did you like it? ... Do you think this rant will bring more readers? More subscribers? People who visit my blog before checking out the next one? ...

Who knows...

If you didn't enjoy this post, here's a freakin' picture to look at... Nat Geo, BABY!



Skógafoss, Iceland

Skógafoss, one of the largest waterfalls in Iceland. (By: Jorunn Sjofn Gudlaugsdottir)