It really bites the dust when people abuse your kindness.
Why?...
Why do people have the desires to ruin other people's lives? Does it really make them feel better in the end? Or does it backfire in the future when they realized they were apart of that person's reason to commit suicide? Maybe they wouldn't even care? Or they would care, but not show it? What is their purpose??? To show-off? To look tough? To be cool? I'll never understand bullies... And I hope they understand that there is such a thing called Karma.
Is that what happened to me today? Karma? Did I do something wrong in my life that made the gods angry? What? Maybe they should tell me first instead of acting like school girls on their periods, bursting their emotions all over people! That would reassure me! Warn me a bit before pushing me down in the dumps.
Maybe I haven't seen the warnings? Maybe I've been unintentionally ignoring the gods's warnings...
Maybe I just need to be nicer...
Or maybe I should be upfront. Maybe I should let people know how I feel.
Or maybe I shouldn't deal with them at all?
I shouldn't worry about having friends. I have my bundle. I don't need anymore. Sure, if people want to be my friend, I'll consider it. But I won't get overly attached.
New rule in life people; if you've been hurt over and over like me, it's time to stop getting attached to people. You may never know what evil plan they're brewing until it strikes you down.
You can show people that you respect them, but don't show them that you were hurt a multitude of times. And don't show them that you're suddenly attached. That's when the Dingo eats the baby.
Got it memorized?
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