Day 259 of San Diego

The reason why I haven't written a post in a few days is because I'm sick again. Don't worry, it's nothing major... I think. 

I have an intestinal infection. 

You know how I got that?

From all of the antibiotics I consumed for my kidney infection...

After the results, I had to pick up MORE antibiotics. This time, they're for my INTESTINAL infection. I'm also taking probiotics. Therefore, I can build good bacteria while eliminating the bad. 

Oh yea. I'm on my period, too.

I'm pretty messed up; emotionally and physically. 

I'm a little worried about my depression... It seems to be swallowing me up as the days go by. The motivation to become happy is diminishing. I'm lost on how to help myself. I can't visit my therapist right now. My period is heavy because of my antibiotics canceling out my birth control. I'm in need of companionship. Whether it's hanging out with my parents or on IMVU with Mason. But if I'm alone, my thoughts invade my consciousness and I feel like a grunt being insulted by a sergeant. 

I need to get healthy again. Especially before school begins. I can't have a lack of motivation and determination and try to successfully finish courses. Of course, I would try my hardest, but I'm sure working myself to the bone without 100% health, I would be spelling disaster for my immune system. 

Speaking of disaster, the grandaddy master spiders haven't ceased to comfort themselves in our home. Mom found one snuggling tightly in her pajamas last night. Check it out: