Before I go on, I forgot to mention a dream I had two nights ago. It was a dream about Daniel. I hope me trying not to miss talking about these dreams I have about my teacher aren't unnerving to read, however, I want to track how frequent they are.
Two nights ago, I concluded that these dreams about Daniel are now becoming all-nighters. They aren't little skits anymore. They have a beginning, a middle, but no end.
Tomorrow, I have therapy. I'm definitely bringing this up to my therapist. Here's what I conjured up two nights ago:
UNVARYING VISITS:
It starts out, like always, with me and Daniel meeting each other. We ran into each other outside an apartment building (if I remember correctly) Once we notice who each of us are, we try to hang out and flourish our friendship again. The apartment was met near was the apartment he resided in. Nothing fancy. Grubby, really. He lived with two other people, I believe. I don't know if they were related to him, but I guessed so.
The meetings were constant. I constantly went to see him. I would ask mom if she could drive me there or if I could "go somewhere." Most of the time, she said yes.
Suddenly, the police became involved. They wanted to imprison Daniel for some deed. I think my mind made this deed the one he committed two years ago. The police still wanted him, as if he had a warrant. They knew I hung out with him, and they wanted me to tell them where he lived. But I wouldn't say.
Now, our meetings were secret. Again, they were unbelievably frequent.
The last I remember was when my grandma Bonnie was taking me to see Daniel.. I don't know if she knew, but she knew she was taking me some place. It was after a family get-together. I was frantically asking her to take me to see Daniel, like it was a life or death situation. But what stopped us was traffic. I told her to take me back home.
There was another part, around the end, while I was hanging out with Daniel. We were hugging when just then,, I felt guilty... I felt guilty for seeing him so much. I thought it was wrong. Especially since I was keeping it a secret.
And if I remember right, there were romantic parts added...
This whole dream happened the entire night. I didn't wake up once in the middle of the night. I slept solid and dreamt about Daniel... Nonstop.
When I woke up, I sat in my bed confused. It freaks me OUT when my mind vividly conjures up a dream and has me FOR SURE believing that the dream is actually reality. I mean, I wonder if that's how people go insane due to their brain consistently messing with them. They soon go BONKERS, unable to perceive what is true and what is false! That's how scary our brain can get.
And you know what's even SCARIER... Knowing that you only know what your brain knows... Shout-out to Vsauce on YouTube.
Since we're on the subject of dreams, I shall tell you a freaky dream (that tends to reoccur) I had last night.
Supposedly, we had a supermoon yesterday. I didn't know that. Yet I had a dream about the moon getting uncomfortably close. It's orbit was rapid and it changed the color of the sky to a purple/pink haze. It terrified me!!! Why do I dreams about the moon getting close to Mother Earth?! Is that how the apocalypse will happen?!
Anyway, today was interesting. I got my errands finished as well as my x-ray results. It turns out, I have a 12 degree in my lower back, a 7 and a 4 degree in my neck and my neck's position is a -8. It needs to be 45...
So, I'm considering chiropractic care! The doctor said it would be a very smart choice if I started at a young age.
Oh, also, I caught up on some RWJ episodes. I haven't watched him for a very long time. If you don't know who Ray William Johnson is, for the love of Greek Gods, check him out!!! Here he is, surprisingly being serious, in a rap video. Enjoy:
The meetings were constant. I constantly went to see him. I would ask mom if she could drive me there or if I could "go somewhere." Most of the time, she said yes.
Suddenly, the police became involved. They wanted to imprison Daniel for some deed. I think my mind made this deed the one he committed two years ago. The police still wanted him, as if he had a warrant. They knew I hung out with him, and they wanted me to tell them where he lived. But I wouldn't say.
Now, our meetings were secret. Again, they were unbelievably frequent.
The last I remember was when my grandma Bonnie was taking me to see Daniel.. I don't know if she knew, but she knew she was taking me some place. It was after a family get-together. I was frantically asking her to take me to see Daniel, like it was a life or death situation. But what stopped us was traffic. I told her to take me back home.
There was another part, around the end, while I was hanging out with Daniel. We were hugging when just then,, I felt guilty... I felt guilty for seeing him so much. I thought it was wrong. Especially since I was keeping it a secret.
And if I remember right, there were romantic parts added...
This whole dream happened the entire night. I didn't wake up once in the middle of the night. I slept solid and dreamt about Daniel... Nonstop.
When I woke up, I sat in my bed confused. It freaks me OUT when my mind vividly conjures up a dream and has me FOR SURE believing that the dream is actually reality. I mean, I wonder if that's how people go insane due to their brain consistently messing with them. They soon go BONKERS, unable to perceive what is true and what is false! That's how scary our brain can get.
And you know what's even SCARIER... Knowing that you only know what your brain knows... Shout-out to Vsauce on YouTube.
Since we're on the subject of dreams, I shall tell you a freaky dream (that tends to reoccur) I had last night.
Supposedly, we had a supermoon yesterday. I didn't know that. Yet I had a dream about the moon getting uncomfortably close. It's orbit was rapid and it changed the color of the sky to a purple/pink haze. It terrified me!!! Why do I dreams about the moon getting close to Mother Earth?! Is that how the apocalypse will happen?!
Anyway, today was interesting. I got my errands finished as well as my x-ray results. It turns out, I have a 12 degree in my lower back, a 7 and a 4 degree in my neck and my neck's position is a -8. It needs to be 45...
So, I'm considering chiropractic care! The doctor said it would be a very smart choice if I started at a young age.
Oh, also, I caught up on some RWJ episodes. I haven't watched him for a very long time. If you don't know who Ray William Johnson is, for the love of Greek Gods, check him out!!! Here he is, surprisingly being serious, in a rap video. Enjoy:
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