Want to know what's weird???
I sometimes forget we can see the Cascade Range from wherever we go. I get to see Mt. Rainer during these sunny days. That's a rarity since Seattle loves rain and dark clouds blocking the view. That's why the city is nicknamed the "Rainy City."
Also, the "Emerald City." I forgot why Seattle is called that...
The "Rainy City" nickname is self-explanatory.
My classes were fine. I almost didn't want to go to school today because 1) today is Friday and 2) I didn't get solid sleep. My cat, Fluffy, was being a bugger last night; unable to set himself in a comfortable position.
I had a bad dream last night, too. After being pissed off over Mason falling asleep on me within 5 minutes, I dreamt up Mason and I arguing over something. I got angry at him and ignored him until the dream ended.
Still, I wasn't very happy today over his spontaneous conversation-ender.
Not only was I unhappy because of Mason, but my day seemed to envelop tons of emotions. Unwanted emotions. I was upset over people asking stupid questions in Astronomy, I thought I blew a tire while driving home, my dad was complaining about his job...
I couldn't even handle a cute couple on IMVU today...
I'm starting to get into that deep, lonely depression stage. And I have a hunch tomorrow isn't going to fix it.
Tomorrow is my little cousin's birthday party. We're celebrating at the grandparents' house. I'm curious if my older cousins will be bringing their other halves with them... That'll be terribly awkward... Everyone smooching and sitting on one another's laps... There's me... Sitting all by my lonesome...
This lonely status really isn't good for my well-being...
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