And when he does, he comes right back in again...
Life stopped this morning once I realized I had a dream about Daniel. This dream was so realistic, that I've felt his presence everywhere I have gone today. In a sense, I liked it very much - it calmed my nerves and my nervousness towards my math final this morning. I constantly daydreamed about him; constantly thought about the dream I had...
I don't remember all of it. It was a very long dream. Very vivid also. And I enjoyed every last hour of it though it felt like seconds...
It went something like this;
HELLO, AGAIN:
I was at my middle school, Cascade, and there was this buzz going around. I guess we were headed for a field trip out into the wilderness or somewhere far away. I wasn't a middle schooler but I wanted to join. I felt like this place was calling me. I felt like I needed to be there with the kids. And after a few moments of being with them, I saw Him. I was over-joyed as I always am when I see him in my dreams. I think I started tearing up. I sometimes do that too. He sometimes does it as well but... not as often as me.
I believe we hugged prior to pulling him aside where nobody could see us. The hug was very loving; very securing. I didn't want to let go. I think I told him to come with me to my car. I wonder if I wanted to take him away from there so he couldn't get hurt or found. Yet I was eager to get him to my car but also eager to touch him and talk with him.
I was so happy to see him.
I'm still happy. However, I am very sad too.
I don't want these meetings to be dreams anymore. I want them to be reality.
I want to find him walking down the street and I get to call out his name and he notices it's me and we hug like old friends. Or, I find his phone number and I call him in a sort of surprise and we both get teary eyed since it has been a while. And when we are together, I'd smoothly coax him into spilling the beans on what truly happened. Why did he do it? What was his focus? How could he have felt that way? Who could have persuaded him? When did he "turn"? Where is he now?
Who, what, when, why, where and how.
The main questions abroad all things.
Of course, the first question I want an answer to is the "Where is he now"?
I'm tired of lying around, thinking that these dreams aren't telling me something.
I'm determined to see Daniel again. And if ANYONE can help me, it would be much obliged and I would be utterly grateful.
His actions occurred at Lake Meridian park. That's in Kent and I believe it is where he lives. He could easily be somewhere else; I highly doubt his wife and kids are still with him. If I am able to contact even his WIFE, I would be completely thankful. It's like a piece to the puzzle. Sometimes there are more than you think. And sometimes that last piece is the hardest to find. Sometimes they are lost. Sometimes they are hidden. Sometimes they are right in front of your face. But like a determined puzzle-finisher, they always finish the puzzle. No matter what. And once they do, they feel accomplished. And once feeling accomplished, a lot more doors tend to open.
My door to finding Daniel is still wide open. I don't want to forcibly close it and I don't want to ignore it. I must do something. And that something is find those last couple of pieces to solve my deceiving puzzle...
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