I wonder how I know that fact? ;)
Today was alright. Soooo happy it is FRIDAY!!! GOD!!! Two more days until I speak to my honey! <3
ENGL was actually pretty flippin' awesome. I got a "great job" on my essay when the teacher called me up to have a small conference about it. She scribbled all over the paper. However, she let me know it was a wonderful first draft.
Like a boss.
In MATH, I got a 14/15 on my math quiz!! Booya!!! Doin' better and better as time progresses!
And, of course, ITAL was nice also.
You know what's freaky about going to and from school??? The fog... I go over this water bridge and it is like falling into another dimension!! You cannot see anything beyond the bridge OR all around the bridge... Just... whiteness... everywhere... You see the bridge and the cars going along with you towards a journey of the unknown. I mean, if you died on a highway, that would be your afterlife; utter limbo of just... going along a highway and that was your main focal point - cars and an endless highway.
It DOES tweak out the brain a little bit! I must admit! I tend to have an anxiety attack each time because I don't know whether I have just DIED or I'm GOING to DIE or a giant ass cruise ship miscalculated and will soon be smashing into the bridge...!
I don't know...
I'm weird.
My immagination is nuts.
Besides the point... I KEEP FORGETTING TO KISS MASON'S PICTURE NEAR THE FIREPLACE!!!! :( I feel awful each time I remember and I'm already half way to school... Yet I do have a picture of him on my bed piece. I usually pick that one up and give it a good smooch before falling asleep.
I miss him...
I thought I would get used to him being gone... But it's even WORSE. I don't understand! Why?????
Gah... I woke up this morning CRYING again... Mom was home, too! AND she was AWAKE! She sometimes doesn't get up until 8! But she was up before me!!
Maybe quietness in the morning isn't the best...
But my alarms aren't helping neither! They remind me of when the alarms would wake Mason and I up and we'd see each other, beside one another, and snuggle before getting ready for the day...
This is so tough...
I'm sure it's tough on Hal and Mason too...
But my God...
If I don't turn insane soon, it'll be a miracle.
Speaking of Hal, I got a text from him during ENGL!!!
YEA! YOU HEARD ME RIGHT! A TEXT!!!!
That sucker has the most laid back instructors of ALL TIME. He is able to have his phone; ditto for his entire PLT. Sadly, Mason isn't in the same PLT and HIS instructors made them turn IN their phones...
I got all of this information an hour ago. Hal called. He's allowed to use his phone during night time. But when they are actually doing stuff, they better not have their phones even VISIBLE. They'd get in big trouble; I know it.
Hal says Mason is doing alright. Hal made Squad Leader. I'm proud of him. :)
Hal thinks that Mason only being able to contact me on Sundays is a bit strange. I think so too! Shouldn't it be the weekends and not only Sunday???? Oh well... We'll figure this out in two days, I suppose...
Nonetheless, I'm happy I'm able to talk to Hal. I don't feel so lonely anymore.
Yet when I do feel lonely, I text SGT. Nelson; the man who recruited Hal and Mason. Nelson is an AWESOME guy!! So I want to keep in touch. :)
Anyway... Yep... Just on IMVU right now talking to a girl who lives on an island below India. Crazy, right?
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