Hi guys! I'm feeling a bit better. Still a little stressed but, I'm troopin' through. I've been constantly writing Mason letters; in the car, when I wake up, before I go to sleep. It helps the stress level drop. I kind of imagine him hearing everything I write down. It's as if I am communicating with him anyway. I miss talking to him already...
The fog has stayed. Maybe it's imitating my mood? I do feel pretty fogged up. Like I said; a lot of stuff on my brain. My thoughts are all jumbled. My head feels clogged. I don't know what to talk about anymore...
I sent an email to each of my teachers on Monday to let them know my life was being a struggle and I told them to excuse me if my grade were lowering. I got comforting responses; they were concerned and was hoping I'd feel better soon. Yesterday, my English teacher said (during class), "Hey! Good to see you!" Then today, my Italian teacher inquired if I were getting better. I nodded with a smile and she smiled back.
Speaking of Italian, I took another test today. However, I know I got a higher grade. My first test... psh... Total F! That's definitely the test I'm dropping... I'm guessing I got, maybe, a solid C on this recent one? I'm hoping I got a B. A B would be nice. :)
If I get a higher grade than an F or a D, I'll be satisfied.
I DON'T HAVE ENGLISH FOR THIS WHOLE WEEK!!!!
My teacher's daughter is having a baby and she left to go see her. Gosh... Even though I have to wait in the hallway for an hour, at least I don't have to do boring, lectured, unorganized English work.
Math is doing good. I'm kicking ass. The stuff is easy SO FAR! I don't want to brag too much because once I do, it'll get hard all of a sudden.
Irony can sometimes be a bitch, you know?
Well... other than everything I just announced, there isn't anything more going on. Keeping my mind busy, taking care of friends on IMVU, and now, I'll do a collage of photos I found on my phone. Pardon if some are repeated (from previous posts):
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