Day 12 of Florida

I have little to say. Due to being distraught, my brain is barely functioning in a rightful manner. To make a long story short, I'm beyond the usual depressed state. My main emotion seems to be composed of sadness instead of the ordinary content feeling.

I will apologize to my fellow readers/skimmers about my future posts. If they are becoming too grieving for you, I understand. Actually, I don't truly know why I continue this blog. Mason doesn't read it and I think he will never read it. There are too many posts, correct? Too much reading, right?

Before I go, I'll tell you a bit of what happened today. I sat on my butt and procrastinated, leaving a final essay on my shoulders at the last minute. I'm taking the time now to write out this post and to get a few unwanted burdens off of my chest prior to concentrating on the work again.

The essay isn't an easy one. It's based on the book "Deep Economy" by Bill McKibben. Personally, I think it's one of the most boring books I have ever laid eyes on. Now, I have to do a research paper on a claim he made in one of his excruciatingly bland chapters.

On a side note, I'm thinking of starting Birth Control. I don't want to take something as serious as Anti-Depressants because of my sensitive body, but I do want something to ease this emotional war going on in my head. I already emailed my doctor. She'll probably email me back by tomorrow.

Goodnight everyone.

I'll be awake typing.

Yasuní National Park, Ecuador

 

From the bromeliads, ferns, and orchids that cover a kapok tree 160 feet above the forest floor to the jaguars that prowl below, Ecuador's Yasuní National Park is home to countless plant and animal species. All of them now face threats from oil development.