Day 23 of Florida

I've been having morbid dreams lately. I don't know where they come from, like their concepts, but I have been depressed and angry. The... NIGHTMARES I've been dreaming up deal with either death or hurt or rage... I toss and turn at night... It's horrible. I don't like it at all. So, I'm drinking this drink called "neuro sleep." It's supposed to have these chemicals in the liquid that prone your brain into getting sleepy and wanting to sleep solidly. Hopefully it works.

Today was boring as Hell. I skipped Math again (after getting a review packet for our math Final on Monday) but dealt with ITAL presentations and ENGL lectures.

Once home, I watched more lovely episodes of SNL from the 70s. I talked to Mason on IMVU. He was sending me pictures of himself (NO! NOT NUDE, SICKO!) to cheer me up. However, I suddenly burst out crying!!! I was happy one moment, then the next I was blubbering like the day I was born!!!

I used to do that when Mason was in Boot Camp. I mean, we had no contact - only letters... It was a very lonely time. I guess emotional breaks downs are Second Nature to me...

Yet I'll stay positive! For example; tomorrow I have a conference with my ENGL teacher to see if I pass and get an approval that I'm ready for ENGL 101! I'm nervous, but ready for an answer.

Another cool thing... Mom got to take a photo and film an eagle who perched himself on our phone pole... We don't live in the outskirts!!! That was shocking!!! And beautiful!!! I wish I would have been home.

I am getting sleepy, now. Maybe that drink works after all. Maybe I won't have nightmares tonight and I'll have a pleasant tomorrow.

Goodnight everyone.