I don't know why I stayed in bed. I wasn't depressed. I just wanted to... STAY in BED. I daydreamed a lot, I tossed and turned, thought some more; never fell back asleep. At least, not that I'm aware of...
It gets dark WAY to early nowadays. Today starts Daylight Savings and we get to jump BACK. Yes! More sleep for us!! Whoo-hoo!! Nevertheless, the bad thing about it getting so darn dark at 5 o'clock, is that if I want to take a walk, I have to go ASAP. I hate taking walks at night... There's people out in my neighborhood who'd LOVE to come and pick on me... Already happened once - never again.
I and the family watched 2 vampire movies this evening; Abraham Lincoln: Vampire Hunter and Dark Shadows. I liked them both :) Mostly Dark Shadows since Johnny Depp is in that one. I've ALWAYS wondered when he would soon play a VAMPIRE. I knew he'd look decent as a vampire. He was a bit of a silly one in this movie. I wonder how intriguing he would be as a more SERIOUS and GRUESOME vampire...?
Probably just as attractive ;) <3
Abe Lincoln: Vamp Hunter wasn't half bad. My favorite character was the Henry dude; the good vampire who assisted Abe. It was an ACTION-PACKED film! Even though all of it wasn't true, I thought it was cool... It was based off of the book someone had wrote. I bought that book. Never read it, though... Well! I got to see the movie! Guess I don't need to read it now, huh?
Talking about movies... My parents are SERIOUSLY obsessed with the new movie Prometheus. Yea, it is badass and all, but holy freakin' Hell, MAN! Do you guys have to watch it EVERY STINKIN' DAY!? Good GOD, I'd like to watch some T.V. every once in a while... Or at least something DIVERSE.
Parents...
Anyway, today was fine. Tomorrow, I'll be driving my mother's Xterra. Sheesh, that thing is a BEAST. It's a super charger so it has WAY MORE than an ounce of kick when you step on the pedal. Wish me luck on driving that sucker for the next week... Hopefully I have only a week to deal with it... I'm not sure how long my car will be in the shop for.
I'm thinking of slowing down my visits to Perverted-Justice. Every time I read the chat logs I get antsy... I want to talk to Daniel! I want to see him and ask how he is holding up! I want to know what happened... for real! I don't want the media stepping in, telling me how it went. I want to hear his side of the story. And, if he was caught with PJ, I'd like to try and see if I could get one of his chat logs or his internet history or SOMETHING. I have one clue; a very important clue... He used the name Steven Black as a secret identity. If I could find more clues such as that one, I'd be on my way to redeeming myself...
I kind of want these daydreams about Daniel to stop... Sometimes they are depressing, sometimes they are loving, and sometimes they are surprising. Yet I feel so ALONE afterwards... Because when I have to hit back to reality, I take a glance around and notice, "He's not here... He'll never be here..." However, I keep daydreaming, thinking it'll do me some good or keep me happy.
Yet I DO know who keeps me happy even AFTER I'm done daydreaming about him (Yes, of course you too, honey). None other than, the Johnny Depp! Whilst watching Dark Shadows and seeing Johnny, I got all tingly inside and warm. Gosh, how long I have loved him! Maybe I should watch more Johnny Depp movies? He always brings me joy. :) I've loved him since I was... 8... 10? ... A long time ago. The first movie I ever saw him in was either Once Upon A Time In Mexico or Sleepy Hallow. I know, for a fact, when I watched OUATIM, I was entranced during the scene as JD shot and killed those bad guys without any EYES!!! I was like, "Whoa!!! How can someone DO THAT?!?!? THAT WAS TOTALLY SICK!!! ILOVETHISGUY!" Then came Sleepy Hallow. I saw that movie and my heart exploded into little tiny hearts that were beating oh-so much once seeing him. He's really, really, reaaaally cute in that movie. As the years progressed and he featured in more outstanding films, the love for him grew. I don't think this feeling will EVER die. :)
See what I'm talking about?
He makes me googly-eyes over him!
And I could jibber-jabber about him for days...
I think watching more movies of him is a good idea since he makes me smile and, most certainly, BLUSH.
I always ask myself, "How in the HELL would I act like around HIM?"
Possibly as myself while being shy and SOOOOOOOOOO in loooooooooove. <3
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